i loved you first
your humbleness is all i'll need
because it is the morphine to ease the pain
i loved you first
is it that conspicuous to see?
or are you deprived of my emotions?
i'm screaming your name
but to you
you only hear me above a whisper
i loved you first
these silver, platinum scissors miss the dotted lines
and right now i'm begging for more of your pain medication
because i loved you first
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all the love
jessica x
