Bye virginity

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'he- uhmm in the acident a metal pole came through the window and hit him in the side of his head he had internal bleeding he is on life sapourt but they dont think he will make it so they wre gonna take him off tommrow im sorry sweety." my mmouth fell agape i could hardly belive it. if i wasnt so fucking god damn stupid this never would of happend, i bit down on my cheeks untill ivfelt a warm iron tasting liqid in my mouth. my head was spinning from everything, the nurses told me i could leave tommrow, i looked down at my arm and shakingly put y hand around the tube that as fillling my body with fluids i yanked at it and iit tipped out the terrible pain from it made e screatch with pain. but i stoped myself befor a doctor came in, i stood up and y head began to spin, r hspitle was very small so it wouldnt be hard to find josh, i padded my way down the never ending hallway, i seen a nurse comeing and i pulled the door closest to me andd stepped in. she passed by lukely i turnded around to see josh laying there alost lifeless. His eyes were closed he was a ghostly white his head was bandaged in white bandages a tear slipped and fell onto the green hospital blanket i opened y eyes and they're were tiny spots from my tears but they're were also red dots soaked into the loth i put y hand
on y head and felt the hot liquid rolling down y cheek off my head my knees collapsed and i fell next to his bed and my mind went fuzzy darkness took over