A Broken Heart

That Awkward Moment

It was just a regular day for me whenever I was walking to The Door with Kayleigh, Emalee and Breezy. It was just a great day. We went to The Door and listened to music. But that day I was anxious. I was going to sing. I was going to sing in front of my group of friends at Refuge. I was practicing until I heard the door open. I just thought someone was coming back in from being outside. My prediction was wrong. It was Ryan. I was freaking out even more because I was wondering why he was there. I had to get Emalee. She was the only person I could talk to at that moment. She told me to ignore him and I tried to take her advice. I just went back downstairs to go practice my song. I had to put my iPad in my backpack and the awkward part was when Ryan was sitting there looking at me when I was putting away my iPad. I zippered up my backpack and I walked back to the living room. I was stopped by him saying: Hi Kaia. I said hi very awkwardly. I walked away as fast I could. I didn't want to have any social interactions with him because I was still very mad at him. He hurt me in a way that I never expected. He broke up with me in a text like no wonder how that's gonna hurt. I just went back into the living room and then played some music on the tv in the living room. I practiced my song before we all left. The most awkward moment was when I had to sing in front of him. He was in the back. I didn't want Refuge to happen but it did. I sang an Adele song. I sang Someone Like You. I couldn't look up. I knew he would be staring at me. So I just kept looking at Emalee and Kayleigh. I smiled at them and just kept on going. But having my ex boyfriend watch me sing was the most awkward situation I have ever been in.