Storm (Harry Styles)

Chapter 38

Harry's POV

"You what?" She asked with her mouth wide open

"I don't know" I shrugged

"You don't know?" She looked confused

"I don't know if you're serious right now" She said

I wasn't planning on saying those words damn it I didn't even think about them

But love? I suddenly I felt scared of the weight this words holds
I don't think I love her

"I'm not" I said as I waved at her and I went to my car

I don't think I love her I don't even know why I said that

I made things more awkward between us now

I was just going to ask her why she keeps ignoring me every time I take a step forward she takes two steps backwards

And now I took  it so fucking far

I drove back home hoping my dad is asleep I seriously can't fucking deal with him anymore

I need a way out of this shit I'll talk to my grandfather first thing tomorrow

I parked my car and I got in my dad was actually asleep on his chair he looks uncomfortable

"Dad wake up" I said shaking him lightly

"What! Why? What happened" he opens his taking in his surrounding

"Go sleep in your bed" I told him and I helped him stand

I walked him to his room and he passed out the second he reached the bed I closed the lights and the door behind me and I went to my room

Bella's POV

What the heck

What just happened

I kept staring at him as he walked silently to his car and he drove away

What the hell is wrong with this guy one second he's confessing his love then he decides that he wasn't sure if he does then leave

I'm done

wait but if he was serious then that wouldv'e beenembarrassing because I knew for sure I wasnt going to say it back suddnely I felt relieved that he said he wasn't sure

or not

this word wasn't something to joke about

right?

I drove to a close fast food restaurant I got a takeaway I wasn't in the mood to sit there and eat

I ate in my car then I headed home

I should stop thinking about him

I went back home, I changed into my pjs and I immediately went to bed I didn't want to think anymore or my mind will explode

I always thought he was trying to friend zone me then he acts all jealous and confesses his love

Was it a joke to him? Playing with my feelings is definitely a joke to him

Whatever

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I woke up around 11 in the morning

I changed quickly and I went to see my dad

I felt different today

Maybe I am ready to forgive him, we'll start fresh and everything will be fine again it's been far too long and I'm ready. I think I am