Storm (Harry Styles)

Chapter 43

A week has passed

He haven't tried to call me not even once, no texts nothing. And I didn't try either

I already told him that I love him and if that's not enough for him, then maybe I was never enough for him

I went back to living my life as I used to before him, it's not the same it will never be, but I'm trying hard not to think about him and here I am thinking about him again

I never loved anyone before not in a romantic way and when I did everything went wrong and I'm starting to believe that I'm jinxed

It was Friday night and I had no plans, I was sitting in my pjs watching a movie that I barely paid any attention to, I don't understand what went wrong

Why did he have to leave so suddenly

I heard a knock on the door I went and I opened lazily I knew it was Brandi

"Bella have you eaten anything in the past weeks you've lost so much weight" Brandi gasped as soon as she walked in

I haven't been eating as much as I used to, I wasn't a strong I never was, the slightest things can break me down

I ignored her and I sat down in the same place I was sitting at before

"Bella stop crying over him he clearly doesn't care you should go out and have fun again" she looked worried

"I'm fine and I'm not crying" I said without looking at her

"Not now but I know that you've been" she replied

"Bella I'm serious, look at yourself I'm not asking you to date but come with me to tomorrow's party at least it's at Liam's" she begged

"I'm not in the mood" I said without thinking about her request twice

"Bella please" she kept on begging and I knew she wouldn't stop until I agrees

"Fine just tomorrow" I told her

We watched the movie in silence until she decided to talk about her and Niall, I seriously wasn't in the mood to listen to her talk about how great her relationship is going, it's not that I envied her I love her and I want her to be happy

"Brandi I love you but I'm tired I'm going to bed, stay if you want" I interrupted her as I stood up to to leave to my room

I laid there in the dark room staring at the ceiling

Is he even thinking about me?

Did he move on?

of course he did, there was nothing special about me anyways I don't even know what he saw from the start

A tear escaped my eyes I haven't cried in two days and I wasn't going to start now

"Bella?" Brandi peeked from the door and I quickly brushed off the tear with the back of my hands and I sat properly

"Yes?" I tried to smile but I failed

"Are you crying?" She asked

"No"

"Bella, Im not asking you to move on but if you two were meant to be you two will find your way back to each other and if not, then maybe it's for the better" she said as she came closer and she sat on the bed facing me it was too dark to see her face expression

She patted on my shoulders and she held my hands

"Bella please stop torturing yourself" she begged

"I'm not" I tried defending myself I've been better yes but I haven't been that miserable either at least I think so

"Bella you haven't eaten a proper meal in I don't know how long, and don't try to deny it because I know"