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Ink's journal

[Date]
Luck is not with us today that’s for sure. Ink destroyed his sash and now he doesn’t give a single fuck about anything but then Dream’s just gotta go off somewhere, get tricked most likely by Nightmare, nearly die, and wake up feeling suicidal. It’s 5:00 in the morning and I didn’t get any sleep at all. It took forever to get Dream to calm down and go to sleep. Blue offered to let Dream sleep in his bed if it would help. And it did. So that’s good. To be honest, it scared me hearing such negative words come out of Dream’s mouth. Maybe this is how Ink felt when I tried to kill myself… wow. If it is… I feel kinda guilty. Who knew? Anyway, we still have no idea how to get Ink’s emotions back. I feel really stressed right now. See ya.

Ink sat on his bed, flipping through his diary. He thought back to the conversation Error had with him. “At least try to… act… enthusiastic?” Ink muttered. He couldn’t even begin to understand what ‘enthusiastic’ is. Apparently it’s a positive emotion that makes you excited and happy about something. Is what he’s heard. Or more like ‘read’. He looked it up in the dictionary. But that practically did nothing for his understanding. He understands what it means but he just doesn’t understand. And that’s when he stumbled upon his… ‘diary’.

[March 23, 2011]

So this is my very first entry… and uh… I’m still getting used to emotions. I heard somewhere… actually I don’t remember how or where or when I came upon this information… but I heard that writing a journal or diary is supposed to help you with your emotions. And boy I sure do need that help right now. I think currently I have 3 emotions labelled ‘Happiness’, ‘Envy’, and… I’m pretty sure orange is ‘confusion’. Is it confusion? I think so. Because then I wouldn’t be confused right now. IS CONFUSION AN EMOTION!?!? I’M SO FREAKIN’ CONFUSED!

[March 24, 2011]

Ok, second entry. Still not entirely sure about anything. Like how to start a journal entry properly. ‘Cause I don’t think I’ve been doing it right for some reason. As with my emotions? Still all over the place. No luck in getting a different emotion today. Still the same three. Happiness, envy, and… confusion. So far I think I’m only feeling happiness and confusion. Haven’t felt envy yet… I think. I hate confusion. It always makes you so unsure of everything. Oh! But today? You won’t believe! Today I found something really cool! I don’t know what it is exactly but… what was I talking about? I forgot. I’ve been forgetting things really often lately. I just kinda woke up sitting in a white void… nothing around. I only remember that I didn’t have emotions or a soul. Oh yeah, I could’ve just looked at what I wrote before! But I can’t tell you today. I have to leave and do stuff. What did I have to do again?

[March 25, 2011]

Hello! I’m back and refreshed! Somehow I remember the date AND I have a new emotion! Yay! It’s the purple ink! I haven’t figured out what it means yet but… OH. MY. GOD. WHY ARE THE WALLS WHITE!? I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM SURROUNDED BY WHITE!!! ONLY WHITE!!!! I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS! Ok, I’m back. I just finished painting the whole room. Which took about 5 hours. How do I even have a sense of time here? Oh well. It shall never be solved. What was I talking about…? Ah right! Purple. Did you know purple is the colour of royalty? At least that’s what I heard… WHAT IF I’M WRONG!!?? IT’S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!

[March 26, 2011]

Fear. I figured out what purple is. It’s fear. Duh. No wonder why I started freaking out about the walls. Turns out there’s an actual name for someone with the fear of white. But I forgot. Hehe. Silly me. I should really start writing things down… I say as I’m writing things down. Pfft. I meant like on my hand or something. Like I’ve seen those ‘humans’ do. But I’ve tried. Doesn’t work so well on a skeleton hand. Honestly, I envy those humans sometimes. GASP. ENVY!!! I FINALLY UNDERSTAND ENVY NOW!!!

“You understood envy by… feeling envy. You knew what it meant but you didn’t fully understand. I get it now. You didn’t fully understand because you haven’t felt it. But… I don’t exactly have ‘enthusiasm’. Maybe he’ll explain later.” Ink said thoughtfully.

[March 27, 2011]

LEUKOPHOBIA! IT’S LEUKOPHOBIA! I REMEMBERED! The fear of the colour white is Leukophobia. I looked it up on my ‘phone’. Phones are really handy! You can play games and find out anything on something called the ‘internet’. Yeah, I made it with my ‘paintbrush’. That’s the thing I found. I’ve nicknamed it “Broomy” because it looks like a broom. But it’s used to spread paint. Why? I dunno. Ask the guy who made it. Also I got a new emotion. Blue. It’s a blue colour. No idea what that’s supposed to make me feel yet. Whatever. I’ll know later.

[March 28, 2011]

I’M SO ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! WWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYY???????? THERE’S A WEIRD LIQUID FALLING FROM MY EYE SOCKETS AND I FEEL SO MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA GO SULK IN THE CORNER…!!!!

[March 29, 2011]

I still feel miserable. Ugh. Hardly motivated to do anything. Including this. I’m pretty sure it’s sadness I’m feeling. Blarg. I feel so drained. And tired. Whatever. I’m gonna go see if I can get a new emotion to focus on. Actually, nah. My legs don’t wanna make the effort.

Error stood up from his spot on the couch and stretched. “I’m gonna go check up on Ink.” He informed as he made his way to the stairs. Error knocked on the door lightly. “Yeah?” Ink replied. “May I come in?” he asked. “Sure.” Error walked in and immediately felt pity for the smaller skeleton. So… helpless. Error knew Ink didn’t care. But it was still saddening to him. “What’re you doing?” Error asked, noticing the book in his arms. “Reading my journal. You told me to try and fake my emotions so I’m reading this to figure out how. Who knew emotions could be so persuasive.” He said. “You’re journal…? Oh… my… GOD! INK, YOU’RE A GENUIS.” Error gasped and snatched the book from Ink. “Blue! Dream! We can get Ink’s emotions back!”

*So sorry for the huge wait... my life has a lot happening right now................. a lot.

However, my best friend has an account as well so if you would be ever so nice to check her out that would be wonderful!

https://my.w.tt/0rlVqXC94M

Her account is A.W Colwood is case the link doesn't work.*