Bitter Sweet Truth✔

If you ever read this-

When I first saw you, it was only through a small tiny picture and I never thought that you out of everyone would mean so much to me.

When we started talking it was different. Good different. It felt new and fresh, as the morning mist.

But, I had my own insecurities.

Why? Because you are beautiful. Even if you tend to not know.

And I was afraid that I would lose what was precious to me for someone better than me.

Not even a few days passed and I already started fighting for you. I chose you, over people who meant a lot to me. Or I thought.

And, I knew I did it with all my heart even though I knew there was so many heart breaks in line. And that I was in a battle field.

I refused to meet you. Because my mind is full of insecurities and what if's. But, as usual my heart is against my own mind. "He would never judge you, if he did he isn't the one" I didn't want to hear those words.

I never got to see you but, it didn't stop the sparks to have its own freedom.

People talk about love at first sight and feeling sparks fly. They say that if you love someone, you know right away.

I think that that's a load of bullshit, since recently.

I didn't love you at first sight. I didn't know you, and I don't believe that you can love someone you don't know. Sparks didn't fly when I first laid eyes on you.

You were just a boy, and I was just a girl. I thought that we might be friends. I didn't know that I would fall so hopelessly in love with you.

You see, loving you crept up on me. At some point, I knew that I wanted to be with you. There wasn't a big, romantic moment like there is in movies, because love isn't like the movies.

Love doesn't happen at first sight.

Love, like most good things, occurs when you least expect it.