I'm Sorry

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You came to me as rain
And put out my fire
You talked to me like I was fragile
Even though you knew I was strong
You touched me as if I were the grass
And you were the crisp, summer breeze
My darling, you loved me with all your heart
But I only played, mind-twisted, and used you
Why do you still feel for me?
I ripped and ravished your soul to shreds
I made you crave me. I was the nicotine-infused in your cigarette
I continuously tossed you to the dirt-ridden curb
You were just an unworthy, boring piece of plastic
A gullible toy that I used to fill the sinking void in my heart
No matter what you were going through,
No matter what you were feeling,
No matter what you did for me,
I didn't care.
I didn't care one bit.
And I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.
Please, pretty please, accept my apology
I know that you won't, but I wish that you would
I was cruel and disgusting
I deserve all of your disdain
My love, I need you
But you're better off without me.
You know that now
It finally clicked into your brain that I'm a horrid human being
Now I'm in a state of constant melancholy
And I just want to have you back.
But I can't.
I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.

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