Never Thought | YG

Chapter 35

*TWO MONTHS LATER*

BLUE

Well, it's been two whole months. Let me fill you in on what you've missed. My birthday, was the happiest day of my life. I got my gallery, which is thriving by the way. I was surprised with my very own Range Rover and a new Lexus too. Then, it was the day that the love of my life proposed to me.

Well guess what? All of that is out of the window now basically. I've been looking and going over all of our wedding stuff alone. The worse part is, is that Deuce has become so distant.

The first month, it just seemed like we couldn't get enough of each other. Now, I don't know what to do. I feel alone most times. I don't know what he does, where he is, and he's just always gone.

I often think where we really went wrong. How could this happen? Why did this happen? When did it even happen? I'm losing my best friend. He hasn't even touched me since a few weeks ago. I don't know what's wrong.

"Yo. I'm out." He came down the stairs.

"Wait, where are you going?" I asked.

"Somewhere."

"Where? When will you be back?"

"I don't kno. Later on." He slammed the front door.

There was no more "I love u's", and there was no more forehead kisses. There was no more anything.

"What am I supposed to do?" I said lowly to myself, and wiped my tears.

DEUCE

I got in my truck, and left out for the warehouse'. I won't in no mood for' bs.

"Yo. De."

"Wat Boon?" I mugged'em.

"Chillax, wit the tude' my brother'." He joked.

"Wat tf u want yo? I got shit to handle."

"See, now I see what tf Blue was talkin' bout. Yo stupid ass." He walked out.

On sum real shit, I don't kno wtf goin' on wit me. I'm deadass trippin'.

A month back, shit just been real weird. I've been havin these nightmares and a nigga been paranoid. Feel like sum shit gone happen soon, like sum'thin' bad too.

Then nightmares got my momma in them. Ion even kno how to describe 'em. It's like she comin to hurt me. Like she kills me. Got my mind all f'd up. I never come home, because i'm scared to face'em. And Deuce ain scared of nun. Just that.

I hate the way I treat Blue too. We was happy, and this shit just messin' wit me. I would tell her wat I'm goin thru, but I just cant right now.

I kno she'd cheer me up or try make me happy but I just cant. I stay out late to clear my head, and every night' I leave Blue in the bed by herself. I don't want her knowin about my nightmares. This just somethin' I gotta keep to myself.

"Turf, wait out there." Zel came in the room.

"Wat up nigga."

"Sup yo?"

"This the money fa the week, put it in the safe."

"Nigga u do it." I mugged.

He looked at me and laughed.

"Tf funny Zel?"

"U is nigga. Idk wtf goin' on wit yo stupid ass, but I'm ti'ed of that shit."

"Fck u Zel."

"Na, nigga fck U. Blue need to leave yo dumbass. See wat she talkin' bout."

"Wtf is she talkin' bout? Caus she must be tellin all yall my f'kin business!" I yelled.

"U trippin nigga. U need to getcho self together. I'm out."

I sat back down in my seat, and stared at nun in particular'. I was really f'ckin up.

BLUE

I heard the door close, and it was shocking to know that he came home earlier than he has been. I didn't say anything this time. I left it alone.

I grabbed a couple of snacks and went into the theater room. I decided to watch Jumanji, since I thought it was funny. I deserved to laugh after the things I've been going through.

"Haha" I laughed lowly to myself.

I heard and saw Deuce walk by the door. He didn't even look in. I guess he was going to the laundry room, that was beside this room. I just don't know what's going on.

I shook my thoughts and ate my popcorn. Another funny part came up, and I laughed again.

"Man turn dat annoyin' shit off." He fussed, walkin by again.

I sat still for a minute, and I just couldn't control the tears that fell. Nothing's the same anymore.

DEUCE

I hated myself for fussin' at Blue. I slid down the wall, and put my head in my hands.

"Wat's wrong wit me man?" I cried lowly to myself.

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Sorry this chapter was short. I'm just trying to get to the intense drama chapters 😊

I just snatched that happiness y'all had for Blue & Deuce huh?

My fault. 🤧

SIKE! 🤣🤗