Unspoken Thoughts

Almost

There was a time where I once fell,

The one whom I once made my whole damn universe,

Reminiscing what we had in times I couldn't tell,

Listening to sad songs, can this be much worse?

Memories of us kept on flashing,

Those moments never left, they kept on playing,

I remembered those times where I wanted to cry,

But then, why would I if I could just die.

You were so sweet in everything,
Then suddenly in your eyes I become nothing.

Never felt this kind of pain,

A feeling that I would not want to gain.

You became my shoulder to cry on,

The one who I thought I can call my own.

Sweet messages is always what you have,

Then one day I understand what it means to love.

But then on, I asked what are we?

A best buddies? Or something else?

You made it clear from the start,

I should never fall for everything you act.

Never did you took risks,

Even if it means happiness.

Never did we tried,

Until one day you cried.

Not because you can't have me,

But because together we can't be.

We almost had it. But you chose not to.

We almost made it, but you said no.

Heartbroken is what I am now.

For you didn't even give "us" a chance.

I can't recover, I don't know how.

It was too late, you're not here anymore.

You left me in this cruel world.

Still feeling the pain from your word.

I have loved you with all my heart

I've given you everything I can offer

But still, you left with all your might.

You were my epitome of forever came out nothing

For the last time I took a glimpse

If letting you go is what it means

Then goodbye to my ALMOST in everything.