Altean Lance/Voltron

AU

Hey guys ima just do AU's on this now because I still need time to figure what I'm going to do with this story. So here is an AU for Lancey Lance. I have no idea if it's gonna be angsty so have fun reading. His POV btw. I think it's gonna be some fears so yeah. I made them up.
-Voidy
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I stare into my reflection of the mirror, trying not to flinch at the sight. My brown hair, that is starting too get a bit long, curls a bit on my head. My small, blue orbs look nervously back at me. I look away quickly, panic starting to rise in my chest. Did I mention? I have a fear of mirrors.

I quickly cover up my mirror again, and walk out of my bathroom. I plop down on my bed, thinking about why I fear so many things in the world-er space.

Mirrors. I just feel like something-or someone- is going to reach out, and trap me in the mirror instead of it.

Water. That's quite funny that I'm scared of water. I mean, I am the water paladin after all. I just feel like the ocean, and all water, could suffocate you.

My thoughts are interrupted as Allura calls everyone down to our lions. I make it there on time today, which is surprising.

"Lance. I see you are on time today." Allura says, with her signature glare.

"U-um yeah," I stutter.

"Anyway!" She says to the others, "Paladins! We are in the orbit of a planet called Aeter. It is a water planet." I think my heart missed a beat. "Lance, you should feel quite welcome here, no?" Coron asks. is look is so innocent, but if he really knew, it wouldn't be the same.

"Um y-yeah. Right at home!" I say cheerily, but I can feel Hunk's stare. I give him a quick pleading glance, and he looks away.

"Alrighty paladins! Make you way to your lions and we will depart!" Coron says cheerily.

-Time Skip-

The planet looks nice, but I can't shake this feeling. My heart is racing, but mind over matter. Mind over matter.

Mind

Over

Matter

Our lions are led underwater, and I just hear the alarms blaring in my head. I'm waiting for Allura to tell us to exit our lions, when Blue reaches out to me.

My paladin, what is wrong?

"Nothin' Blue, why?" I say out loud. I have put my helmet on by now, and have gone to the mouth of my lion.

Your heart rate has increased and you seem nervous. Do you not like water?

"Psh what? Me? Not liking water? Why would you think that?" I say with a laugh. Maybe she'll believe it...

There is no response from Blue, when right at that moment, Allura tells us to exit our lions. I take a deep breath, and then dive down, into the deep, dark, ocean.

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"Lance! What took you so long!" Pidge says, as I clumsily swim up next to her and the others.

"Oh uh just talking with Blue for a sec, no biggie," I say, rubbing my hand against the back of my neck-er suit. She scoffs, then turns back to the conversation.

"Ah! I see the Blue Paladin is here! Welcome welcome!" I cheery looking alien says. They race over to me with immense speed, and shakes my hand.

"What is your name Blue Paladin?" They ask, looking up at me with so much admiration.

"Hello. My name is Lance, it is nice to meet you...?" I say trailing off, as I do not know their name.

"Emer!" They exclaim. ( They are gender neutral).

"I've heard so much about you! I can't believe I'm meeting the paladins of Voltron!" They squeal. I chuckle a bit. They remind me of my younger sister...Sophie. A pain runs through my chest, and I start to panic. Sophie. Sophie. It all happened because of me. Because of me.

I can't get enough air.

I can't breathe. My breath is now short and quick, and it is not enough. My panic attack takes over, as the others ignore me. My eyes bulge, as all I can see is her dead, bloody body washed up on the riverbed.

"Ance? Lance!" I look up, my body shaking slightly. Emer is giving me a concerned look, as well as Hunk. I blink slowly, as everyone stares at me. All of them. Judging me.

I bet he killed her...

He didn't save her...

There's no way she died on accident...

My body won't stop shaking. I have been doing so good covering my fear until now. Hunk is next to me now, rubbing small circles into the back of my suit. Slowly, I calm down. I look up. And all I see is Sophie's bloodied and dead body staring right back at me. Bloody trickles from her glazed eyes, as well as from her mouth and ears.

"Why couldn't you save me Lancey Lance..."

I let out a shriek. I stumble back, and blink until it hurts. I clamp my eyes shut, covering them with my hands. Something big wraps around me. I can hear it yelling, but it sounds blurry. My eyes have opened on their own, and now I'm staring aimlessly as the thing holding me moves me around. My breathing has quickened once more.

"Hey hey hey, it's ok Lance. Your ok. Don't worry. Everything will be alright." The thing says.

"No! No it won't! I'm the one who got her killed! It was me! I couldn't save her!" I shrieked. I felt the warm thing being pulled away, then something even more warm is replaced by it.

"Lance. Listen to me." The voice is soothing and deep, and my breathing starts to slow.

"It was not your fault. She fell in. There was nothing you could do. But now you have to move on from it. You've mourned for her long enough and now it's time to move on. She's gone, and I don't want to lose you as well." I look up slowly, to see Keith. He is staring right into my eyes, as he is taking me somewhere. I hug him tightly, wrapping my arms around his upper torso.

Finally, we reach one of the lions, red I think, and Keith takes me inside. He removes my helmet, as well as his, laying me down on the floor of his lion. He leans his head on mine, and sighs.

"Lance. I'm here. If you ever need anything at all, I am here for you. But right now you need to move on." He says gently. I nod slightly.

"Ok. I'll move on," I whisper. A small smile forms on his face, something rare. He removes his forehead from mine, and gives it a light peck.

"You're funny,"

He kisses my nose.

"You are amazing,"

He kisses my ear, which makes me giggle.

"You are kind,"

He pulls my hand up, kissing it.

"You're beautiful,"

He kisses both of my cheeks.

"I love you," It makes me smile, and a blush is on both of our faces.

He kisses my lips, his sweet taste filling my mouth. He pulls away slightly, smiling.

"You're my sharpshooter,"

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Should I explain this story? I might. Comment if it got confusing and I'll tell ya'll what's up.
See yah soon fam-a-lamb,
-Voidy