Love Behind The Notebook (On Going)

Chapter 3: Journal

"Curiosity is one of the great secrets of Happiness"
-Bryant H McGill-

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Papaakyat na ako ng hagdanan nang bigla ko na namang naalala yung pinaggagawa ko kanina sa school. Dahil sa nangyari, parang ayaw ko ko na bumalik sa paaralang iyon. Peru di dapat ako matakot kasi tama naman ang ginawa Kong ipagtanggol ang inaapi. Oh diba superhero lang ang peg! Bullying? I've been there a couple of times and I know how it feels like to be treated unfairly.

When I was in middle school,students at my age used to threw odd stuffs at my face. Calling me some inappropriate names such as "witch" because of my long hair,"Four-eyes", "Alien" and worst is "poor old blind lady." I didn't knew what got into their minds why they hated me that much. But those hurtful words they've thrown didn't bothered me to put a fight with them. Sino ba ang hindi  matatakot sa mga taong mayaman,knowing that they have the power to flip and turn the situations. Even if they done wrong,but if you're rich,from the eyes of all people, you did the right thing. Kaya umaabot ako ng Junior High School na may takot na dumdaloy sa katawan.

But someone told me before na "we're all the same and equal. That each of us has the rights to speaks what's bugging inside us. Whatever our status in this society, we can use our mouths to tell what's right or wrong "
Yan lagi ang sinasabi ni baby English Boy sa akin nung bumibisita pa sila sa probinsya kung saan kami nanirahan noon.Di ko talaga ang pangalan nung batang mayaman kaya baby English Boy ang tawag ko sa kanya. Kasi naman 'pag  naglalaro kami palagi nalang akong mag nonosebleed.

Ang unfair talaga ng life diba? Imagine, alam  niya yung pangalan ko Peru ako? Nganga hanggang ngayon!

Naputol lang yung pag-reminisce ko nung may kumatok sa pintuan ng kwarto ko.

"Sino ba kasi yan?badtrip!KITA mo nang nagdadate pa kami ni baby EB ko!" Pagmamaktol ko palakad sa pintuan upang tignan kung sino yun. And it's Shawn.

"Ate tawag ka ni mama,kakain na raw," paanyaya niya sa akin.