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thirty-four.

12:03 pm

nojamsjimin
sinai are you ok?
i just ... i didnt understand what happened
but i want you to know you can talk to be about it

sinfulsinai
talking about it will never solve it

nojamsjimin
but maybe it'll hurt less?

sinfulsinai
no
just leave it jimin
please

nojamsjimin
okay...
but about what that woman said
i hope you know it's not true
you're gorgeous and smart and you're the one who's definitely out of my league

sinfulsinai
im not
im not that gorgeous or that smart
otherwise why would everything around me be this fucked up

nojamsjimin
sometimes the worst things happen to the best people
and life is unfair

sinfulsinai
id rather believe the opposite
that i somehow deserve it
otherwise ill just go nuts asking 'why me'

nojamsjimin
dont say that
you're one of the best people i have ever met
you're so funny and so smart like its so impressive
and i cant keep my eyes off of u whenever ur in a room
just ur existence alone lights up my whole fucking world
i honestly dont even remember myself without you
and its been what? two months?
imagine how i'll feel over the years

sinfulsinai
if u stay over the years
everyone fucks up or leaves

nojamsjimin
im not leaving
kissing you... that was the best kiss i have ever experienced
and just holding u while u sleep
and the way u scrunch ur nose while u do
god
cant u see how perfect u are

sinfulsinai
jimin...

nojamsjimin
baby please trust me
im not just saying this
i truly mean it
from the bottom of my heart

sinfulsinai
i hope you know yesterday was one of the best nights of my life
and this morning was perfect too... before everything with my mom happened
and im sorry i just pushed u out

nojamsjimin
its okay sinai i get it
you dont have to be sorry
and it was amazing for me too, just so you know
it felt good waking up next to you

sinfulsinai
are we gonna go soft on each other now

nojamsjimin
i mean
i was always kinda soft
u went soft on me tho

sinfulsinai
maybe if you weren't so amazing i wouldn't have

nojamsjimin
gasp
im still not used to you complimenting me

sinfulsinai
i think its safe that i say this
you should get used to it

nojamsjimin
what are u doing after class today
ill pick u up
we can go somewhere so you can cheer up

sinfulsinai
i actually didnt go to class

nojamsjimin
why not?

sinfulsinai
had to take care of her
im just bummed out because it was hospital day
but whatever

nojamsjimin
im sorry
theres always other days though

sinfulsinai
you're right

nojamsjimin
if u ever need help tho
just lmk
im here for you

sinfulsinai
i know
and i thank you for it
but i dont think you'd be ready for this sort of mother in law interaction

nojamsjimin
ik what we're talking about is serious
but u just said mother in law and i s2g my heart fluttered

sinfulsinai
well
maybe someday

nojamsjimin
maybe :)