i just want to say, i'm not being cranky. i'm not being a moody teenager. i'm being anxious and in my head. you didn't notice when you were telling your friends that i was being disrespectful (whilst sitting beside me) that i was on the edge of tears. i can't control my tone of voice when my mind is like this. i'm sorry if you think i'm being disrespectful on purpose but you don't know everything that's happening in my mind. you think you do, you really don't.
i'm sorry mom.
i hope i can tell you soon.
