Moon

2 things i gotta say

1.

I feel like shit, life came and smacked me with a "yeah haven't forgotten you have depression and anxiety"

I feel like crying in a ball in my room away from everyone

I was determined not to cry so I started reading a story to take my mind of it

In the story it had a picture of joonie (Namjoon) and I couldn't help but smile and gush

It instantly put me in a better mood

This man has broken so many "Mack world records" i swear

One of them being..... THIS MAN INSPIRES THE FUCK OUT OF ME (which very few people do)

Like I listen to all the stuff he does, all the work he puts in, all the things he knows, how he learned English from watching FRIENDS like......wut?

I remember thinking about the fact he is fluent in English and he is quite versed in Japanese

And being like "if he can do that I can work a little harder on my French class"

The second being he is everything I would want in any relationship (platonic/ non-platonic)

He is smart,he is philosophical, he is clumsy, he is cute, and he is tall.

As a tall person who likes to consider themselves smarter than average and who strives to be cute in some way but has been shoot down since I very young age with people saying "I'm too big to act like that"

One of the reason when I see a story with Namjoon being the cute one and they make him suuuper short

Like let's same jimin or whatever so
They make joon like 5,2
No he can still be cute and tall

I don't know what I would do if joonie wasn't my bias honestly

Any way on the "2" of "2 things I gotta say"

So I come back to start this chapter from the previous book I was reading to see we made 303 reads

Ik it's it's not ALOT but it is for me ....
I planned on making a chapter for 200 reads the I got to 290 and I was gonna do it but know we're here...

So thank you from the bottom of my heart while I don't get to see what you think because I get no comments (😢😭) I still he someone has seen this and hopefully taken something from it good or bad, just something

Off topic but I can't wait to get my final exams done man I hate reviewing

Any way again thank you !
I guess people could just be reading these and not commenting on purpose but please do i got nothing else to do and would love to meet the people I rant to lol

Or no could be coming back ... lol sad ending

also we have all seen the photo of joon in a skirt right ? Okay good 👌

(I LOVE the hoodie he is wearing even though I don't usually like yellow)

What's your favorite number ?