School had (and I have a feeling) will always stress me out and have my anxiety at its highest
But I think my biggest frustration with school is it is more about grades then about learning
For example: I started online school this year and I wasn't doing well in math because I didn't understand how the system worked
I told my mom and she was more worried I was failing rather then WHY I was failing
If I cheated the whole year around and got A,s all years my mom would be ecstatic
But I don't cheat I know what I need to know but as soon as I use it on a test I forget it
Because I have no want it need to LEARN the material because nothing engaged me and I learned as long as a got good grades and didn't cheat
(Legitimately the reason I remember nothing from last year)
When you ask "What did you learn at school ?"
When I say "nothing,really" I mean I forgot
Not to mention teachers think bladders work when they want to like
"Excuse me ma'am but my bladder isn't exactly on a schedule, sorry ????"
School is prison
Students are prisoner
and my mom gets mad when I laugh when she mad about my grades
Because I have a trait that a lot of people don't have, a problem that school has given too many people
PEOPLE THINK THEIR GRADES DAY THEY'RE SELF WOTTH
I, myself have suffered from it, last year in particular which is probably why last year was my worst year for anxiety and especially depression
I have learned that school is-
Y'know what ? I didn't learn anything
I just grew into knowing it wasn't healthy and not worth my time
But sometimes I still feel like that so it is still so important we change this
There is a reason majority of students feel anxiety and depression that school doesn't help
And that can't all be because of them
To put in school terms
SCHOOL IS THE COMMON DENOMINATOR
Also I'm tired of people saying student are ungrateful for the education they have, we have the OPPORTUNITY for a grate education
Maybe I would appreciate the opportunity if it was successful
anyway I'm mad and hungry bye ✌️
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RandomMe. All about me. Whatever I feel like writing. It may be a tad depressing, just wanted to warn you if you're sensitive to that kind of thing I have no ideas why it is called Moon but it worked with the aesthetic sooo
