Wolves | jjk ✔️

♣17: Ending Scene♣

JUNGKOOKs POV

I watch as my own body move on its own because right now it was only my wolf who was functioning. My whole self just watch as my arms catch her petite body. My knees hit the ground hard yet the feeling enveloping hit me harder.

I did not know what to do,

What to feel,

I look at her. Her dark orbs ,and her brown hair. I move some of her hair away from her face and I can hear everyone shouting for some medic. Sounds blocked and I just stare at her as she stare back at me. She looks tired but she looks relived.

Water dropped on her cheeks as I smile and appreciate her. I'm crying now. I chuckle before I cried harder ,and everyone could hear their alpha cry. I did not care what they thought of me as of the moment but right now I crying,for my mate. My mate that is hurting right now because of me. I'm crying because I want her to fight ,I want her to get through this. I wanted her to be strong.

"Don't leave me love." I cried while caressing her cheek. Silently begging her to fight.

"Stay with me longer." I croaked out as I press my palms on her wound trying to prevent any more blood loss. She whimpered a bit because of the pressure and it broke me more to see her hurt.

"WHERES THE MEDIC?!" I growled out to everyone and soon I saw wolves running towards our direction with their stretcher.

I watch as they push her body up the bus as we travel back to the pack. The ringing of my ears never disappeared and the pain in my heart hurts the longer I watch and wait for her.

Don't take her dear God.

She's all I have ,and she's all I'll ever need.

I pray to Gods hoping they'll hear my prayer. Everyone came especially Bangtan ,Aunt Sooyeon and my parents. A nurse came out from the operation room and I immediately went to her. As everyone stood up to hear what she has to say.

"Alpha ,the Luna is currently in a crucial state. We are still not sure if she will survive through this but we are trying our best. For now we'll just have to wait..."

Silence.

But not the silent of sounds but the silent of feelings. We all felt the same we all felt empty. Cries and sobs are loud for everyone to hear but the silence within us was thick.

My love

I cry as I hug myself and my back against the wall. Bangtan came and tried to comfort me but that didn't do anything because they too cried for what I felt ,they cried for what they are feeling we all knew how much Eunise did not deserve this we knew how much she meant to us.

Aunt Sooyeon was silently crying as tears run down her face and her shaking hands fidget and she looks up and sobs along with everyone.

"Don't take her from us ,please." She said still looking up and everyone caught her say it and we all nod along.

She saved me. Again. She saved me and now she's the one suffering. It's my fault. All of this was my fault. If only I was able to stop everything and protect her instead ,but I failed.

I'm sorry Eunise.

^^^

Everyday passed by with my guilt and sorrow following every move I make.

I miss her ,everyday as I do my work as I see her picture at the side of my office table ,as if I'd lose myself.

My wolf yearns for hers but we can't.

Whenever I'm with Bangtan I envy them because they're with their mates while I'm not.

I miss every aspect of her ,I miss seeing her smile ,hearing her laughs ,hearing her whine ,and just keeping her close.

She taught me a lot of things in life. She gave me a reason to live. She is the reason I choose to live. She gave me the motivation to wake up every morning. She reminded the pack of how much time is a treasure. She remind everyone how important it was to love.

She is a strong woman but even strong women gets tired...