Alternate | Seokjin [√]

my

❝I want to cry for you
I want to hurt instead of you❞

-when you love someone, day6

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eunsuen:
hey

eunsuen:
i did something today

kim.seokjin:
what

kim.seokjin:
and why do i feel scared

eunsuen:
nothing to be scared lmao

eunsuen:
i talked to my parents

kim.seokjin:
wow

kim.seokjin:
AND??

eunsuen:
well i told them that i wanted to study literature at hankook

eunsuen:
and that even if i try to pursue what they want me to and end up the with that profession I'd be extremely bad it

eunsuen:
i told them that i can't even think of myself as an doctor or engineer, whichever science related profession it is

eunsuen:
and i asked for my phone back

eunsuen:
and i promised that I'll work harder, I'll try my best to show them what I'm capable of

kim.seokjin:
was is it a long fight?

eunsuen:
i actually didn't fight with them

eunsuen:
rather i tried to sound rational and stated my opinions calmly

eunsuen:
but either way it went on for hours. them trying to convince me their way by saying the same things on repeat

eunsuen:
but i didn't get angry. i just want them to have faith in me, trust my words for once in their lifetime

kim.seokjin:
that's my girl :)

kim.seokjin:
were they convinced at the end?

eunsuen:
of course not lmao

eunsuen:
but at least i got my phone back

eunsuen:
they look disappointed in me and dad hasn't been talking to me ever since

eunsuen:
but i know they'll give in sooner or later

eunsuen:
if i actually do a good result and prove myself to them

eunsuen:
i have to study a lot more from now on to do that

kim.seokjin:
can i say something

kim.seokjin:
it's gonna sound really really cheesy but

kim.seokjin:
I'm just so proud of you, you can't possibly even imagine

kim.seokjin:
when i say that I'm not kidding myself. i literally have the biggest smile now and I'm just here sitting by myself smiling ear to ear

kim.seokjin:
like wow look at the girl i first started chatting with and now damn-

kim.seokjin:
like you were always attractive no kidding but GOD DAMN GIRL GOD DAMN

eunsuen:
you haven't even seen my face so how attractive

eunsuen:
STOP FLATTERING ME YOU'RE WAY OVER THE MOON NOW

eunsuen:
like my profile picture is some aesthetic shit internet is filled with and describes me to the finest, an emo dead girl on the inside

kim.seokjin:
lmfao you don't need to see someone's face to judge whether they're attractive or not

kim.seokjin:
you're beautiful

eunsuen:
thanks..

kim.seokjin:
yeah but I'm prettier

eunsuen:
-_-

eunsuen:
anyway i wanted to thank you

eunsuen:
without you i wouldn't be here

eunsuen:
i couldn't even believe it was me while the argument with my parents happened

eunsuen:
you helped me a lot jin really. you had faith in me, you comforted me whenever i needed and that

eunsuen:
made me want to have faith in myself too

kim.seokjin:
none of it was me

kim.seokjin:
well maybe a little. but just my words. at the end it was you who faced your parents and your own self

kim.seokjin:
and for that you're amazing

kim.seokjin:
you've always been amazing

kim.seokjin:
you're the most nicest, purest, lovable, adorable, aDORKable girl I've seen YOU'RE JUST AMAZING

kim.seokjin:
because you're always you. you never pretend. you're just you

eunsuen:
don't say that to me

eunsuen:
all those nice things

eunsuen:
coming from you

eunsuen:
makes me feel guilty and suffocated

kim.seokjin:
why are you saying that

eunsuen:
I'm a horrible person jin I'm so self centered

eunsuen:
you're gonna hate me

eunsuen:
sometimes i feel like you, he, died because of my selfishness

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a/n: a big reveal coming soon :)