Alternate | Seokjin [√]

I

❝I want to remain
I want to dream more
Even so, what I’m saying is
That it’s time to leave❞

-awake, jin

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12:00 am

kim.seokjin:
eunsuen

kim.seokjin:
there's something i need to tell you

kim.seokjin:
and i want you to listen closely

eunsuen:
what is it

eunsuen:
are you going somewhere?

kim.seokjin:
i am

eunsuen:
i don't want to hear it

kim.seokjin:
you have to

eunsuen:
no

kim.seokjin:
I'm sorry

kim.seokjin:
but i really need to tell you

kim.seokjin:
the first thing i wanna tell you is that it was never your fault and it will never be

eunsuen:
jin please

kim.seokjin:
and I'm sorry i won't be able to keep any of the promises i made

eunsuen:
no

eunsuen:
please no

eunsuen:
for god's sake

kim.seokjin:
and thank you

kim.seokjin:
for being with me till now

eunsuen:
please

eunsuen:
just don't

kim.seokjin:
meeting you here changed my life some way

kim.seokjin:
talking to you made me feel alive for moments

kim.seokjin:
but even though i can't stay anymore eunsuen

eunsuen:
why

eunsuen:
I'm begging you please

eunsuen:
jin please don't leave

kim.seokjin:
eunsuen, I've always had those thoughts. thoughts that made me want to do many things and I've always wondered if it would be better if i could just leave everything

kim.seokjin:
and I've had those thoughts for years but i always told myself that I'm gonna live through this and everything will eventually get better, I'll feel better someday