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That following night Laurel purged the only thing she ate that day. Sitting in her shower with tears streaming down her face she was mad that she resulted to her bad habits.

She shivered in the shower the water went from hot to warm while Laurel sat there. Wiping off the vomit from her naked body she began to bathe. Soaping down her body in her strawberry wash, then proceeding to shampoo her hair.

"I thought I was done with this." she frowned, she's mad that she keeps allowing Ana to control her. She needed comfort, she needed Seokjin.

She couldn't deny that when she spent all that time running away from confrontation she missed his presence. She closed her eyes imagining the night they kissed, something so pure and sweet.

Laurel wrapped herself in a towel brushing her teeth and using mouthwash to get that terrible taste from her mouth. Then she reached for her phone calling him up.

"Hello this is Seokjin. I'm not available right now leave a message." Laurel groaned after calling again and being sent to voicemail. She then called Hoseok not caring what it takes, she couldn't go to bed tonight without hearing Jin's voice.

"Hello Laurel, what's up." he spoke.

"Hobi could you please give Seokjin the phone it's important." she begged.

"Uhh... yeah hold on" there was ruffling on the phone who knew what Hoseok was doing. "hyung, she wants to speak to you."muffled sounds were heard through the phone.

"I don't want to hear it." she heard Jin speak.

"Stop being ignorant,she said it's important." Hoseok retorted.

"Then she can talk to her boyfriend Jimin."

"Hoseok put me on speaker!" Laurel shouted as Hoseok lowered his phone in front of Seokjin. "Listen Jin," she paused. "You don't have to speak but I'm begging of you to listen." Jin sat there staring at the phone in disgust and sadness.

"I never intended to hurt you- It was my own ignorance that led me to ignore you but it was only because I was scared."

'what are you scared of' Jin wondered. He sat down at the kitchen table alone, everyone was in their rooms sleeping, it was silent in the dorms.

"I'm scared because I've never met someone like you that can have this kind of effect on me." Laurel sighed.

"And all I'm asking for is another chance," she closed her eyes. "Please I need you."

Seokjin opened his mouth to respond, "Tomorrow afternoon meet me at Boudin cafe at two ... I'll let you explain further then." Laurels eyes opened tears slowly streamed down her brown colored cheeks.

"Okay I'll see you then." she sighed.

Seokjin's heart ached at the sound of her whimpered voice. Although he was the one hurt through this he wanted nothing more but to comfort her. "See you then." he responded

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The next day Laurel woke up from her position on the sofa, her bath towel still wrapped around her naked body she couldn't find the strength to walk to her bedroom.

Today had been five days since she started fasting only eating small amounts of soup and lemon water for a week until auditions. Looking into the mirror she notices how her jaw looks more defined and cheek bones more structured. Laurel's dainty arms stood at her side as she looked at her side profile, she was noticing her improvements.