New Life (Laurence x Reader ) Sequel

A/n: Why

All right guys. If you saw a post I made on my conversation thing on my page you'll see that I am going to tell you why I didn't post Friday and Saturday.

So Thursday night I was watching a YouTuber called Markaplier. A lot of you probably Have watched his videos and seen his channel and everything. Well he did a video recently called,

" You left me "

Now This game is kind of like a choosing game sort of. There's this girl who lost someone and she has a lot of options and you as the player pick what happens. One of the options that I saw was where it said give up this game is kind of like a choosing game sort of. There's this girl who lost someone and she has a lot of options and you as the player pick what happens. One of the options that I saw was where it said

Give up

Now in this game the option give up means to take your own life. The main character in the game a girl has or is going through a hard time. Because they lost someone and they want to give up. There is also another option saying to survive.

I just want to talk to you all about this because I've had this thought on my mind and the game made me want to speak my mind. So here we go.

I know a lot of people have these thoughts to to just give up on life and everything thinking that it's time or it's too hard. Everyone's had these thoughts at least once in their life. That it is hard. I've had them a bunch of times but look at me now I'm still here and writing for you guys. I just want to say that you should never give up because you think it's so hard.

Because life is hard it's difficult. Some days we don't know what to do some days we just think no one's going to care if I go some days we think what's the point of living?

Let me tell you all there are so many things you have to look forward to. Yes life is hard but that does not mean you should give up. If anything it means you should stand tall and keep going. Because you have a lot to lose trust me you do.

And if you think I don't or what do I have to lose. The first thing you lose is everything. Because you have lived this long you have survived this long why give up now just because life got harder and pushed you further to your limits?

God gives you what you can handle not what you can't you can survive all of you don't ever think of the auction give up because if you do then you're already lost you're already thinking I don't deserve to be here I'm not good enough to be here you are good enough.

And I know some of you may say I don't have the right to talk to you all like this. I do you in a way. Because I know that if someone gave up and took their life and it was someone I knew or If it was someone who is subscribed to me on here on Wattpad I don't know what I do. Even if it was someone I talked to her sat in front of I still have the right to talk about this with whoever whenever and I'm choosing to do it now with all of you.

Life is hard it gets more difficult when we get older. But that's just what happens that's life in general it's hard and difficult and it's our job as a people to move and push through it. To look at life in the face and say that I overcame you.

Yes you will hit some very hard bumps in the road do you think you won't get over but I promise you will. It's going to be tough and difficult but please don't ever think that you have the option to give up don't even think of that option. Survive it all and conquer it.

And sometimes when it can be overwhelming talk to somebody. Talk to your best friend your mom your dad your siblings the closest person to you. Even if it's a role model lake Hearon what pad or on any other site or on you to talk to them and say hey can I talk to you about something serious or ask them for advice. Because I guarantee you they will give you good advice.

It's not healthy to keep it all bottled up and inside you don't need to do that trust me I do know the feeling. Talk to somebody don't give up.

That's why I wasn't posting Friday and Saturday because I was thinking so much about this subject because there's so much to think about for example why did they give up what was so bad and then it hits you we all go through different things in our lives sometimes it's harder than others and sometimes what else can we do. I tried to find the right words to say all this and it looks like I found them on this little authors note. Don't worry about me I'm not doing anything bad this isn't a goodbye or anything like that I just thought you all deserve to know why I never posted.

That's the reason why so please survive and never say it's time to give up. Because when you say that, that's when you've truly given up when you say it.

That's all I will post regularly on Monday I just want to let you all know so until then I'll see you guys then. Bye.

P.S. I may post today. It just depends.