Till The End (TMR x TW fanfic)

Chapter 2

Thomas's POV
Me and Minho we're siting in his bed talking while the others were sleeping. We sat there in silence for a while until I decided to break it.
"Who the hell are these people?" I turned to face him
"Those shanks said they were from the FBI, while you were knocked out they brought us here and took you to surgery and asked a bunch of questions" he said looking at his hands like it was the Most interesting thing at the moment before looking up at me. I got lost in my thoughts debating if they were trustworthy or not.
  " anyway.." Minho said snapping me out of my thoughts
  " when we got here I saw you holding this" he took newt's necklace from his pocket and handed to me.
  " I thought I'd hold on it for you" said with a sad smile
  " he gave it to me, a little before he ....." I trailed off not being able to say it, he just couldn't believe that his brother, the boy that he fell in love with was dead and it was all his fault.
Minho stayed in silence for a while remembering the scene that Thomas was holding newt's lifeless body that had a knife sticking out of his chest.
I was holding on newt's necklace when i saw what looked like to be a latch and opened it, there was a letter that had a certain British boy's handwriting.
  " well.. aren't you going to read it" Minho said with a bit of sadness in his voice
I opened it up and tears started filling my eyes

Dear Thomas,

This is the first letter I can remember writing. Obviously l don't know if I wrote any before the maze, but even if it's not my first it's likely to be my last. I want you to know that I'm not scared. Well not of dying anyway. It's more forgetting, it's losing myself to this virus, that's what scares me. So every  night I've been saying their names out loud -- Alby, Winston, Chuck, and I just repeat them over and over like a prayer and it all comes flooding back. Just the little things, like the way the sun used to hit the glade at that perfect moment right before it hit the walls, and I remember the taste of Frypan's stew, I never thought I'd miss that stuff so much.

And I remember you...I remember the first time you came up in the box, just a scared little greenie who couldn't even remember his own name. But from that moment you ran into the maze, I knew I would follow you anywhere. And I have. We all have. And I also remember the moment I fell in love with you.... and I'm sorry I haven't told you sooner, the only thing I regret is not telling you how much I bloody love you. If i could do it all over again, I would, and I wouldn't change a thing. And my hope for you is when you're looking back years from now, you'll be able to say the same thing.

Tell Minho that I miss him, and that what happen'd wasn't neither of your's fault.

The future's in your hands now Tommy, and I know you will find a way to do what's right. You always have.

Take care of everyone for me, and take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy.

                                                                                            Thank you for being my friend. I love you.

                                                       Goodbye mate,

                                                                     Newt

When I finished I past the letter to Minho. Tears were streaming down my face, he loved me... newt loved me and I never got the chance to say it back.

When I looked at Minho, I saw tears on his face but somehow managed to smirk.
  "I knew it!" he said with little excitement
  "I knew that you to liked each other, but you too shanks were to stubborn to admit it" he said with a small smile, I laughed a little at that.
  "And his right you know... you can't blame yourself for what happened. It wasn't your fa-"

  " yeah but then tell me why do I feel so guilty! It was my fault! And you what hurts the most..... it's that I never got a chance to say it back." I said with my voice cracking at the end.

Minho just sat there with shock and sadness in his eyes. I haven't even noticed that I was standing up, I bend down putting my hands on my knees looking down at the floor trying to not let the tears fall but I was no used.

Minho came up to me and pulled me into a strong hug which I gladly accepted. After a while we let go and went to bed, I couldn't sleep so I just laid there think about what's going to happen next before I let the darkness take me.

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Chapter 2 finally!!! Sorry for the wait but in my defense I'm not a fast writer.
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