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Louis

I have been awake since 5am, waiting patiently for Kaylee to get home.

She didn't turn up, and she didn't text me to let me know where she was? I was really worried, Kaylee never ever does stuff like this, never, she's a good girl..

But I guess I acted a little rudely last night towards her, well from what I can remember..

My thoughts were taken away by the sounds of heels clicking on the rules of the kitchen

Kaylee..

"Louis.." She stumbled into my arms

"Hey, hey what's the matter?" Tears were falling down her beautiful face, oh how I just realised how much I took this girl for granted

She had bruises on her arms, legs and neck, what the fuck happened last night?

"Tell me what happened" I gritted my teeth together, I hope she had just fallen over..

"N-"

"Now Kaylee." I was stern, I need to take care of her more, I should have gone out with her.. to protect her.

I had just realised over the past couple of weeks that Amelia really didn't make me happy, I wasn't attracted to her anymore, I knew who I really loved, I was just in denial this whole time.

Before I could ask Kaylee again to tell me what had happened to me, she ran out of my arms and locked herself in her room.

What was I going to do? I didn't want to pressure her so she would get angry at me, I didn't want to push her away

I know that this was just more then a few grazes, something had happened to her last night, and I was determined to find out

But yet again I have to respect Kaylee's decisions, if she wants to keep this to herself then I'll let her, but the day will come when Kaylee needs to open up, for her own good.

Some would say I'm overreacting, but I'm not, I know when something is really wrong with Kaylee and I'm really just trying to spend more time Caring for Kaylee, being the best friend I promised her I would be forever when we were five years old

What I'm just trying to say is that she is my best friend and I would take a bullet for her any day

Kaylee

I laid on my somewhat cold and hard bed, in my cold, dark room, I was surrounded by the demons in my head, telling me that I was useless after last night

I obviously wasn't ready to explain what had happened..

I held back the tears, the tears that were making me break, each tear, made me weak.

Every time I closed my eyes, a flashback would enter my mind, hurting me on the inside and breaking my heart

What happened to the strong Kaylee? The one who would be there for others, not need others to be there for her, the girl who wasn't week and was idependent

She just disappeared in the blink of an eye, I wish I could have been warned that I was going to change so I could prepare myself

I closed my eyes and kept them shut, I know that it's going to be hard but I have to fight the devil, I have to fight this all, no matter how much it enters my mind, I know i can fight it off.

All I can do is just lay here I guess.

Maybe I should just waste away..

I woke up at 4am, why? I haven't been able to sleep properly much tonight, it keeps entering my mind and I know I said I can fight it off but it's not that easy

I slipped out of my bed and pulled on my robe, I Put on my slippers and scrambled out my room

I went to see if Louis was still awake but I figured he wasn't

I slowly opened up Louis' door and then shut it, Louis was sleeping like a baby, he was adorable when he slept

This might come off as slightly creepy but I pulled up the covers of Louis' bed and slipped my robe off, I slid under Louis' covers and slightly snuggled up against him as I didn't want to wake him up

Maybe I'll be able to sleep now

Louis

I woke up at 6am to surprisingly find a sleeping Kaylee next to me, I couldn't help but smile

I don't know why she was here in my bed but I didn't care honestly

I looked down at her beautiful face, why was I feeling what I was feeling only just now?

I've known her for a long time and I've never felt this anytime before

I couldn't help but think about what might happen if we were together?

I know she doesn't have those feelings towards me as we are both way into the friend zone

I love her with all my heart, and I'm beginning to realise it might be more then just a friendly love..