• it's short but the story is about to get really intense so just be patient•
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Louis
ive been practicing my singing for a while now and i think i have it down pat, im happy with how it has been turning out, even if im not impressed with my voice most of the time
i want to tell her anytime soon, maybe tonight, but i might be physically ready, but not mentally
i was sitting in my rocking chair, strumming my guitar, revising the words of little things, i may not be ready, but im ready, because its time to let my feelings out.
where should i tell her? maybe at the beach, that would be pretty romantic, or i could take her out for dinner using my imaginary millions of dollars.
i could take her down to the beach, light an illegal fire, get down on one knee, start strumming, and then pull her in for a kiss, i know the illegal part sounds a bit eh, but i want to make this one of the best nights of her life, even though she probably doesnt and will never feel the same way back, but its worth the risk, right?
I really need to stop contemplating this and just do it
I'm gonna just do it.
I'm sure of it.
Yep.
Kaylee
Tonight is the night I plan on expressing my feeling for Louis, it's been 7 days, I've had a big think about it, I think it's time, I've finished procrastinating
I've planned on going to the beach, and I'll just lay down with him and just straight forwardly tell him, let it out to the world
I better go make an excuse to go to the beach tonight
"Hey Louis!" I skipped my way to his bedroom, I guess you could say I'm excited, not excited about getting rejected but yeah
"How about we go out tonight, to the beach? You never go anywhere and the fresh air is good for you, pleaaaseeee" I think he might just say yes, with a bit more pursuing.
"Hey that's funny, I actually wanted to go to the beach tonight, just you and me by the sunset" his face scrunched a little at the last bit he had just said, but wow, mental telepathy right there
"Cool! Sounds like a plan!" time to rehearse my "I love you speech"
Louis
Wow, how weird? Kaylee wanted to go to the beach as well as myself, I could feel butterflies in my stomach, I had that little thought in my brain that was saying 'she likes you!' and I felt like slapping myself, as if.
I wanted to dress myself up a little, but not fancy, I didn't want to get good clothes dirty, because we could end up rolling around in each other's arms in the water, while making out, just like a scene in the video to blink-182's song 'all the small things', despite that being a mocking of the backstreet boys and NSYNC. I hate those two bands by the way.
Wait, did I just say that? That we could end up making out on the shore? Okay I'm an idiot, as if she would ever do that, especially with me, her and I both know we are both inexperienced with almost any physical contact an affectionate relationship.
Okay, did I swallow a dictionary this morning or something?
I love her, I can't stop thinking about her and I can't stop saying it in my mind.
Tonight is going to be special, I can feel it in my veins.
Kaylee
I placed a bikini on underneath a nice summer time dress, who knows? we could end up in the water
We were going to leave in around 30 minutes and I was prepping myself
"Hey Louis, I have something-" nah
"Hey Lou! So I brought you down-" nope
"Louis okay so here's the thing, I have major feelings for you and I think I love you" no, that won't do, that's coming on a bit to strong
Far out, how am I going to do this?
Louis
"So... Kaylee, um.. There's something I've been wanting to tell you.." No no no, I need to to come up with something captivating
maybe I should just say something more simple like "Kaylee, I love you" nah, I might freak her out
"So, Kaylee, I don't know how to say this and I don't know if it's going to turn out well, because I have been rehearsing this for a while, but I think I should just come out and say it.. Um well, I love you, more than just a friend, I've recently just discovered these feelings, and I really couldn't hold them in any longer, so yeah"
That's it, that's how I'm going to do it.
"Louis, are you ready to go now?" Oh shit, it's almost time, better bring the guitar
"Yeah! Let's head off!"
It's show time.
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