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Kaylee

It's been 6 days since Louis announced our trip to Hawaii, which means we leave for the airport tomorrow morning at 4:00am

It's early, I know, but it's all worth it, and I get to spend it with the most amazing boyfriend ever

Tonight I had something special planned for Louis and I though, something I had been racking my brain about for the past couple of weeks, wondering if it's the right time or not

But I think it is, I mean tomorrow we are leaving for our romantic getaway, I think tonight's the perfect night to... Give myself to Louis.

I know, I'm being a bit straight forward with you all, but I'm totally ready, I know that it takes a lot of thinking to figure out if you want to lose your virginity or not, but I do, only with Louis, and I know he's been quite patient with me, I know he hasn't said anything, but I know what men are like, some just don't stop bugging you, and some are quiet, like Louis, but trust me, even if they are quiet, we know they all want it.

Louis was out doing some afternoon grocery shopping, it was almost 6pm, which means it was getting closer to it.

I wanted to make tonight special, for the both of us, I had bought some scented candles and even some new lingerie, I wasn't going to doll myself up to much though as we were going to be, yeah.. getting rough, maybe..

I had bought a nightie type of thing, it was red and the bra of it was lace, you know those things that have a bra then the dress part of it is just see through, and you just wear matching underwear with it, well that's what I bought, not sure if I described it well enough though

I kinda wanted to warn Louis about tonight because he might not be fully prepared, but it had to be a surprise, that's always the best way to do it

I had bought condoms earlier when Louis wasn't around just to be fully cautious, Louis might not have any as we initially weren't planning to do it so soon.

I must admit, I am nervous, not just because it's my first time, but what if Louis isn't ready yet? I know I said all guys want it, but Louis is different, in a good way, and he just doesn't talk about it like most men, he might not want to do it just yet.

But I didn't want to wait, I knew I was ready, I could feel it in my bones.

Another reason as to why I was nervous is because I know my body isn't the best, and I know louis doesn't care, he always compliments me, but that's his job, I mean, I don't think he's exactly going to come up to me and tell me I look ugly and fat, no man should do that, it's a rule basically

But I don't really exercise, although my metabolism is good, I don't put on much weight, I am pretty skinny too, but I do have scars, although I'm willing to reveal them

Stop thinking to much Kaylee, god your working yourself up

Okay so I was ready, I had shaved almost every it of my body, well not the stupid parts or whatever, I had washed my hair, although it might get sweaty, and I was ready to put my sexy gear on, I must admit, although my confidence is low when it comes to appearance, I didn't look half bad in the lingerie I bought, hopefully Louis agrees

Now I just have to wait for the time to come.

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It was now 10pm and Louis was in the lounge room watching movies, he was about to come to bed, I was hoping he wasn't to tired because that would mean all my hard work and effort would flop

"Kaylee, I'm coming to bed now!" Louis yelled from the living room, this was my que.

I was in my lingerie and I had just finished lighting all the candles, I straightened out the bed and got myself in a sought-of-sexy position

I waited for Louis to enter, I was so nervous, my heart was beating a little but too fast for my liking

The door slowly creaked open and in came Louis, it took him a few seconds to notice me and god was his mouth wide

I was on the bed just smiling at him playfully, I guess I was trying to flirt or whatever

"Well, lou, what do you think?" I smirked at the dumbfounded man, who was unsure of what to do

"Come here louis." I pulled him down onto the bed and stared into his eyes, I knew he wanted to do this but i could tell he was nervous and unpracticed, although I was to

"Louis, don't be scared to touch me." Did that come out wrong?

I pulled off his shirt with excitement, Louis did do some working out, he was quite fit and I liked it

I crawled on top of him and kissed him passionately, it was rough, but sweet at the same time

Louis flipped me over and now he was on top of me, He was taking control and I liked that

Now things were beginning to become heated up, and obviously I do not want to share the events that occur after this moment, I'm not one to kiss and tell

But let me tell you now, this definitely was one of the best choices I've made in my life.