Adore you

Chapter 29

Kimi's POV

I walk with her to my car, parked near the church. I open the door and take out an old wooden box. I found the box this morning in Fernando's room.

"Long time ago, when you were home in Malaga and Fernando and I were here in Oviedo, he showed me this box. He said that if anything ever happens to him, I have to find it and give it to you. So, here you are. Open it when you're ready!" he said, gave the box to me and hugged me, then pressed a kiss to my forehead.

Later that day, when everything was finally over, I drove the kids to Lorena's house few streets away and asked her if they can stay over the night. I went back home and locked the door of his room. I covered myself with the blenkets on the bed, still smelling perfectly like him. I opened the box and found millions of stuff inside.

Bottle of wine from our first night together in Jerez, T-shirt I wore the night I told him I'm pregnant on Ibiza, all the magazines saying we're having a baby, ultrasound pictures of Santi and Soph, Santiago's first Ferrari shirt... Amazing little stuff that mean so much to me and looks like to him to. Well, they used to.

At the bottom of the box I find a letter, writing by Fernando, I recognize that imediately. 

My dearest Anna!

If you are reading this, I'm no longer by your side. I was afraid something will happen to me and I won't get the opportunity to tell you everything, so I prepared this for you. The night we met in Jerez I fell in love with you. I fell in love like never before in my life. When I saw you few weeks later in Australia, I realized what was missing in my life. You. My life was horrible next months, when you were hiding from me, I was sleeping with random girls, drinking with Kimi and doing stuff I didn't want to. When I saw you on Ibiza(well, you both) I finally thought that maybe we have a chance to be happy, that I have a chance to fix my life. After that, my life was getting better and better. Santiago, Sophia and you are my life, the only reason that I lived. Search the box and look for the light blue little box.

I searched the box and found little blue box from Tiffany's. It was a ring.

Take the ring and put it on your finger. Have it like you would have our wedding ring. I'm so so sorry that I'm no longer with you and that you have to face the world alone. Take great care of my babies.

I always loved you, since the day we met and till the day I died.

You were the love of my life.

Your Fernando.