She insisted that i be her friend
Does she even know who i truly am
She only knows the me i want her to see
She likes things i like
But i only like those things because she likes them
She stopped liking those things a long time ago
Or so she says
I can tell she only wants to look cool and edgy
But she isn't
Why can't she tell that i know her lies
I know she still likes them
I know
She's a horrible lier
She can't even do that right
Maybe...
Maybe it would have been better if i ignored her again
Like i did before
She didn't like that
But now she has other friends she can rely on
She doesn't need me anymore
She hates me now
She has them
She has them now
Maybe it would be alright to shut myself off again
Away from everyone
Again
Maybe I can tell her that I'm probably not even going to go to school there anymore
Maybe I can finally cut myself off if i tell her
If i tell her that I'm moving
She wouldn't care
But she was the only one kind enough to celebrate my birthday...
She gave me what they couldn't...
Never mind, cutting off ties seemed like a great idea first.
Still
She
Thinks
Im
Cringy
And
Yelled
At
Me
For
Making
A
Joke
Is that really what friends do?
