And Then There Were Three (Kehlauremi)

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Demi's POV

I'm getting exhausted on tour. Lauren takes good care of me, but still. I try to take care of Kehlani, but she doesn't want or need me to. I'm okay with that, but I don't know what to do. I'm a generous person and when I love someone I wanna give them the world. I went to Barney's this morning and spent $2000 on clothes and shoes for Lauren, Kehlani and me. I know Lauren will appreciate and return the favor although I don't ask much of her. I bet my other girlfriend will want me to take it all back.

When I get to my hotel room, no one is there. It gives me time to sort which gifts I'm giving to who, but I feel fucking lonely. I texted both Lauren and Kehlani and didn't get a response. Waiting for the text, I thought about masturbating but settled on watching tv. I watched the Ellen show, she's so funny and a good friend of mine.

Hours passed and I was starting to get worried. I ordered pizza, but instead of the delivery guy my girlfriends arrived. I tried to look mad, but couldn't help but smile when Lauren and Kehlani walked in giggling with each other.

"What's so funny?"

"Oh nothing" Kehlani replies rolling her eyes and then she smiled towards Lauren.

"Where were you?" I asked.

"We went to the movies." Lauren responded.

"Why didn't you invite me?"

"We thought you needed to rest and wouldn't wanna leave now. There's a lot of paparazzi." Lauren answered.

"You could've at least invited me."

"We didn't so get over it." Kehlani snapped back. She wasn't angry, but pretty defensive.

"Ok fine. Well, I, um, I guess I have to go return some things I bought then." I marched to the bedroom and grabbed the Barney's bags, I just wanted to leave and get my money back for the gifts they don't deserve.

"Demi, come back" Lauren exclaimed as I left the hotel room. I didn't wanna listen to her. I wanted to spend more time alone. I think maybe I didn't spend enough time being single. I was in a six year relationship and Lauren and I have almost been together for a year. With a second girlfriend, it feels like I'm suffocating sometimes. I have a lot of things in my career to work on too. My Uber dropped me off at the department store as my mind raced with thoughts and frustrations. I felt my phone vibrate in my phone assuming it was Lauren or Lani, I ignored it. After I returned the items, I went to a Mexican restaurant for dinner. Some Lovatics saw me sitting alone and I could tell they didn't know if they should come up to me. They seemed shy so I smiled and waved at them. They came over and we took selfies. I even signed one girl's arm. My Lovatics always make me happy and when I'm with them I have no worries. I love that about being on tour and being a singer in general. They put me in a good mood so I figured it was time for me to go back to my girlfriends.