Jenny's PoV
The bell rang and I stood up from my desk then picked up the box with two turtles inside it and walked home. I took my phone out and started listening to 'Paradichlorobenzene x Antichlorobenzene' by the Matsuno brothers (Original by Rin and Len). I sang Antichlorobenzene, on the end there was clapping and the voice said "Nice voice!" I turned around to see Skyler and Nika. "T-Thanks..." I turned around again to walk but infront of me is already my house, I kept my phone again and I opened the door then walked in l closed the door, went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. "Am I really THAT useless?" I looked at myself in the mirror again and I teared up bringing the box into the room and played with the turtles. I saw a peice of paper saying
Reminder 1:
Kill yourself on May 31.
I took another peice of blank paper and turned on my laptop and used base 64. I encoded my letter saying:
Dear Friends,
I betrayed you and the others. Lily, you are a great friend and one of the smartest friends I've had. Skyler, you are the best friend I had and the one important to me. Nika... You are that one person who's kind to your own friends. Leon, you are the different friend I have, The cheerful one, I hate to say this but, I might...
From: Jenny
I copied the encoded
RGVhciBGcmllbmRzLA0KDQpJIGJldHJheWVkIHlvdSBhbmQgdGhlIG90aGVycy4gTGlseSwgeW91IGFyZSBhIGdyZWF0IGZyaWVuZCBhbmQgb25lIG9mIHRoZSBzbWFydGVzdCBmcmllbmRzIEkndmUgaGFkLiBTa3lsZXIsIHlvdSBhcmUgdGhlIGJlc3QgZnJpZW5kIEkgaGFkIGFuZCB0aGUgb25lIGltcG9ydGFudCB0byBtZS4gTmlrYS4uLiBZb3UgYXJlIHRoYXQgb25lIHBlcnNvbiB3aG8ncyBraW5kIHRvIHlvdXIgb3duIGZyaWVuZHMuIExlb24sIHlvdSBhcmUgdGhlIGRpZmZlcmVudCBmcmllbmQgSSBoYXZlLCBUaGUgY2hlZXJmdWwgb25lLCBJIGhhdGUgdG8gc2F5IHRoaXMgYnV0LCBJIG1pZ2h0Li4u
I started to cry and left the letter on the table. I gave the turtles sometging for them to eat (I DON'T KNOW YET!!). and told them "I may not have taken good care of you guys but I will miss you.
I removed all my clothes in the closet until I found what I was looking for. I pulled out a box and opened it, I took out a gun that was hidden there months ago.
I started tearing up putting the gun on my head and I was about to shoot myself and I did it.
I have DiEd.
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Why?
Teen FictionThis is about a girl who is suicidal who met a cheerful boy. She had a crush on the boy, but that boy never knew and liked her back. Is it too late to confess his feelings to his crush?
