You Are The Reason // Andy Fowler Fanfiction

Heartbroken

Eight days later...

I shifted positions and fell off the couch. I forgot that I was sleeping there. I groaned and stood up, before grabbing another tissue and wiping my eyes. I must have been crying in my sleep. I wandered into my bedroom, a place I hadn't seen since the Twitter problem and picked up my phone, clearing all notifications I had and only reading the ones from Ferne.

Are you okay? Xxx

Kaitlin? Xxx

Andy's a douchebag, he doesn't deserve you xxx

Hello? Xxxx

I'm worried... xxx

Are you still going to the show? Xxx

Brooklyn says Andy's a mess without you xxx

Have you spoken to him since the tweet? Xxx

Okay. I give up xx

Please tell me you're still going to the concert :( xxx

Omg. Andy's tweeted xx

He hasn't tweeted in ages xx

Ima keep spamming you until you answer xx

Fight meeee xx

Mexican style xx

With oranges... and syringes xx

Idk I'm bored xx

Okay bye xx

I grimaced at all the texts and quickly replied...

Hey Ferne. So sorry I haven't replied, been in a tough place as you can probably understand. I don't really think I'm going to go to the concert, don't think I can handle seeing Andy just yet. As for him being a mess without me, he hasn't messaged me since the situation so I doubt he is. Its good that he's tweeting again, I hope he's happy with Madison or whatever her stupid name is. I'm not fighting anyone, I'm too tired lol... Hope you're doing okay? Xxx

I sent the text and hesitantly went on the boys' twitter. Sure enough, Andy had tweeted, but it was as blunt as anything.

He's been going through a tough time?! I groaned in anger and started a new tweet. I typed rapidly and tears were streaming down my face by the time I was finished.

My heart leaped when Andy replied and I bit my lip nervously as I debated the offer. He hurt me, but I still love him. I went on to messages and texted him.

Me: Hi Andy... Sure, I'll meet you, I guess. Just us two though... No one else!

Andy Fowler: hey. Okay cool, yeah that's fine. No one else is invited haha... 😬 I'll leave a VIP pass at the Entrance just tell the guard your name if he doesn't recognise you x

Me: What time?

Andy Fowler: 3-ish?

Me: Okay

Andy Fowler: K cool x

I quickly went on to my thread with Ferne and typed

FERNE I'M MEETING ANDY TOMORROW BACKSTAGE AT THE GIG HELPPPPP!!! 😣 xxx

Ferne 🖤: OMG WOW OKAY I'LL HELP YOU COS I'M IN GLASGOW VISITING FAMILY AND PREPARING FOR TOUR. ALSO WHY ARE WE TALKING IN CAPITALS????? XXX

Me: Idk haha xxx

Ferne 🖤: Meet me in town in two hours xxx

Me: K.... I'm kinda dead tho xx
        Ferne?
        Fineee xx

I quickly got changed and drove to town, meeting Ferne at Costa.

"Okay" she said, thoughfully, "We need to get you a nice outfit, not a dress I know, but something a bit more girlier than what you usually wear. You need to make him regret what he did."

"Right..." I laughed, "Let's do it"

"I want a hot chocolate first" she huffed, dragging me towards the counter, "Two hot chocolates please."

"Two, what?!" I protested, "I don't want one!"

She raised an eyebrow at me and I sighed. She handed over a tenner and passed me my hot chocolate. We walked out of Costa and my heart dropped when I spotted the last person I wanted to see...