This Feels Like A Dream || Andley Fanfiction

Chapter 5: Too Soon?

Andy POV: 

I was on my way to bring Juliet's pink drink but Ashley occupied my mind once again. I tried to block him out but he's just like a boomerang, he keeps flying back! Gawsh! I don't want him in head, I want him outside of my head, next to me, by my side until we grow old and till do us part. Ashelyyyy, please go awayyyyyy!  The whole 20-minute drive, still there. I begged Ashely to go away but nope, nothing. Oh well...

Suddenly, I didn't recognize the road I was on. I started to feel a bit anxious so I parked on the side of the street to figure out where I was. After a small little breather, I decided to pull out my phone and went to Google Maps. Back to driver mode, I turned around and went down several houses down then to the left, and finally got back. 

I thought I wouldn't be able it find my house but luckily I had my phone with me. I got out of the car and went to the door but I forgot the drink. I went back and got the Pink Drink then turned back to the front door. I opened it, to find Juliet once again as a potato. What was that one word in Japanese, oh right kawaii, she is a kawaii potato.

"Hi, Hun" Juliet greeted me. "Hey, um I got your Pink Drink" she smiled and quickly got up, "How was it with Ashley?" she said. "It was great, we got time to hang out a bit haha," I said in reply. I stared at her, knowing that if I say, I'm gay, she might not understand or accept me. I would at least like for her to continue to be my friend, she always has been my best friend. I don't ever want to let her go but, I just want to be with Ashley.

"Is something wrong, Andy?" Juliet interrupted me. "No, not at all, nothing's wrong," I said. "Are you sure, you can tell me anything, you know that right?" She said. "Yeah, I know but, I'm scared, Juliet" She looked at me with sympathy "If you don't want to tell me then that's fine. I just wanted to make sure you're okay" I loved that about her. She's so sweet and considerate. I'm telling you she is so perfect in so many ways. I'm honestly thinking of marrying her. I'm just not sure yet and it would be horrible of me if I promised her something that I don't think it would really apply the way that she would think. 

Juliet's POV

Something is troubling Andy, I am wondering if something happened when he went with Ashley. He has been spacing out a lot since he got back. I wonder if he told Ashley, his secret. I don't want to tell Andy, I know. If he isn't ready, I won't pressure him.

He is like my best friend. I don't ever want to let him go but if it means to give him to another person that he loves, I will. His happiness means so much to me, I wouldn't ever want to get in the way of who he loves and his happiness. These couple days, I've been thinking about telling Andy about his secret but at the same time, I don't know what he'll think about it. Whatever decision he makes, I'll support it, no matter what.

I will always love him.

Back to Andy's POV

"Juliet, can I tell you something?" I want her to know, and I'm hoping not to get a bad response also I'm scared of telling her. I guess I will try. "Yes, Andy," she said. "I want you to know something, just don't be mad" she responded, "Is something wrong?" She seemed worried. I sighed and took a deep breath. "The thing is I'm..." I hesitated to say it, "I'm gay..."

....to be continued