Andy's POV
"She's so cute!" I whisper to myself as I'm looking at my beautiful girlfriend, Juliet Simms. We've been dating for half a year now, but there's something I wish to tell her and I'm scared she won't like it.
I watched her with her friends, laughing and having such a great time. She will be heart broken if I tell her. I don't want her to get hurt, but on the other hand, I really just want her to understand, I want her to understand that I'm...I want her to understand that I'm gay...and I like someone else, not that I don't like her. She's amazing, so, so fucking amazing and I love her so fucking much! It's just hard...
I start to think about way to tell her: bake a cake with "I'm gay!" or maybe bake a cake with rainbows inside, wear a rainbow bracelet that say's gay and just look at her with a smile, and gun at the freaking bracelet! I don't fucking know. Maybe I should just use to good ol' joke, of "coming out of the closet," but in literal terms. Maybe write a note and say "I'm gay! I hope you understand, I love you so much!," some shit like that, possibly?
Without noticing, I started to bite my lip, I guess that's a habit I started whenever I was nervous or thinking. "Hey Love," I hear Juliet as she lightly pats my back, I smile at her and she smiles back. God I love her smile, just that thought makes me smile bigger, rushing my thought down the drain but then my heart lessens and I'm smiling smaller.
Juliet looks at me and asks "What's wrong?" but I just smile and say nothing, just something about the band...I didn't say I was in a band, did I? I'm sorry, I'm in a band called "Black Veil Brides," and I'm the lead singer, fucking hot, right? But it's not all about me, I mean, I'm with some pretty badass mates, CC the drummer, Jake Pitts the guitarist, Jinxx the rhymist, and fucking Ashley Purdy, the most cutest bassist, I have ever seen in my goddamn life. He's so cute, and gosh dang sexy.
Just thinking about him, it made me want him but I don't even know if he is even gay or if he even likes me in general. I really hope he does, and not even that, there's also the other dudes, my parents, Juliet! Being gay sucks!
I get up from where I was sitting and pour myself a glass of water, I drink it slowly, pacing my thoughts back to Ashley. You know, I wonder what it would be like...to kiss him, to feel my fingers through his hair, feeling his body...against mine. I feel my face warm up.
"Hey Hun," "Fuck!" I dropped my glass of water. "Oh! I'll get a rag! Don't move!" Juliet rushes to the closet, sliding on the tiles in her cat socks. She's adorable, I smile to myself and crouch down to pick up the large shards. "Here you go," "Thanks hun," "No probs sweets!" She giggles. I know I've heard her giggle before but it's still just so breath-taking! "Oh! and broom" I see her stretch out to the broom next to the fridge. This time to smile up at her in graditude and she returns one back. I look down then look back up to say those words...
"I love you," saying this always gets me a bit flustered afterwards. I'm odd. "I love you too," she smiles.
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Sorry, Andi here, umm this is my first Fanfic. Quite clique right? Well, I really hope you guys like it. I might continue if you guys do read it, otherwise I might give up. I already put out the next chapter so I am thinking of trying to keep up with daily chapters.~Andi (before)
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Author's Note:
Hi, I would like to say that before you start reading. I am editing and I've expanded my knowledge on writing so I would like to somewhat rewrite, edit and so on to this story. Rather so you don't feel confused with what you're reading. :)
Anyways, have a day! <3- Daniel (currently, possible, temporary name change...)
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This Feels Like A Dream || Andley Fanfiction
FanficBeing gay sucks, it's hell...well, it depends on your situation... See how Andy deals with it! His current lover, Juliet Simms and his crush, Ashley Purdy. [Back in editing]