Day & Knight

Denise

We set there for about a good five minutes before I could get the words out of my mouth. I happen to look down at our hands. Jordan had been making circles on the back of my hand with the pad of his thumb trying to sooth me.

It was working because I started to open up. I don't know where to start I said but I do know I have to start some place. Let me start off by saying this to you before I go into full details.

You and Allie will be the only two people who knows what I am about to tell you. My own family hasn't a clue as to what has happened to me and I would like to keep it that way. You will have some questions but please let me get through the whole story before you ask them.

There are some thing's that I might not want to answer or I might not have an answer for you. Just know this is huge for me to open up to a perfect stranger. I ask that you respect me at all times and just sit back and listen. IS that doable?

I agree 100% he said to me. Okay her it goes. I took in a long deep breath.

 Mark and I were together from the time I turned sixteen until a year ago. Mark made me feel special the first few years we were together and once he went to college he started to distance himself from me and the calls started slowing down and me seeing him wasn't an option on the weekends anymore.

When the summertime would come around he made lot's of time for me. Once I went to college we picked back up like we never left we were always together. I heard the stories of the girls on the campus with him and what not I chose not to believe them at all.

My fault because one night I went to see him at his dorm and he had a girl over with him I caught him red handed and I took him back once again. I was in love what was I supposed to do he was my whole world my everything.  

I kept taking him back over and over again.  Thing's took a turn for the worse One night he and I went out with his friend's and some girl's were there with us. Mark kept avoiding me and flirting with the other girl's. I decided I was going to leave when he grabbed me by my waste and pushed me down on the couch. He set on top of me so I couldn't get up and he kept telling me he loved me I was his only one.

I believed it and he got up off of me and pulled me into an empty room with him. He shut the door and told me to undress so I didn't think anything of it I just got undressed for him. He walked me over to the bed and started to make me feel good. Until two other guys and two of the girls walked in the room. 

He held my arms together and the two girl's each held one of my legs. All while the other two guys had their way with me. I was screaming for them to stop but Mark held both of my hands inside of his and he slapped and punched me in my face. He told me to shut the fuck up and called me a hoe and slut.

Mark told me I deserved it and that he never loved me he was just using me. After the first two guys finished with me I remember them still holding me and Mark had his turn with me. I remember him choking me while having his way with me. The one girl I had remembered her from the day I caught her in bed with Mark. I remember she kept licking my face and telling me how pretty I was. I also remember once it was all over with she asked Mark if he had told me about their two kid's they had and the one that was on the way.

Mark looked at me and laughed and said nope but now the little stupid bitch knows. they walked out the door and closed it behind them. Mark came back in ten mins later and I was sitting in the corner crying. I called Allie to come get me and she took me to the police department.

I got up off of the couch and walked to my bedroom. Just when I was about to shut my door Jordan walked in behind me. I crawled in my bed and faced my window with my back towards him. I started to bury my head in my hands but before I made it that far Jordan was in crouched in front of me raising me up.