Day & Knight

Jordan

Walking into the living room with my mom I felt like a little kid all over again. Before I could even speak I felt the anger and disappointment in everyone's eyes. Please let me speak before you all judge me even more I said to them all.

I am not myself I know I have hurt everyone of you in some way shape or form and I am truly sorry for it. This is not me I wasn't thinking I allowed the alcohol to control me. Jon please know that I didn't mean to hurt Allie or the baby I love them both and I would never do anything to harm them at all.

I know but you are lucky they are both ok. That is why I am here right now because they are ok. Other then that I have nothing to say to you until you decided you want to get some help and change. 

Tears filled my eyes and I turned the other way. My mother walked up towards me and put her arms around me to comfort me. Mom that's why he acts the way he does now you always spoil and coddle him at all times. He is my baby I am allowed to she said to Jon. 

Mom he's freaking thirty years old he's no longer a baby. You have grand babies who are actually babies. He will always be my baby as well as you and your sister. I wiped my tears shrugged my mother off of me and went on.

As I was saying I fucked up and I know I did but there is a reason why I have been acting this way and now I need you guy's to hear me out and listen to me. Jordan watch your mouth my father said to me.

Yes sir, As you all know Denise and I broke up. Jon cut me off and said no you screwed her and you decided after it was over you broke up with her he said. Sigh you are right but that wasn't my attentions I said to him. I love her with all of my heart and soul.

I did this for her I had no choice but to or else she was going to be hurt I said. Bull Jordan and you know it you just wanted to use her and get back with Jamie she told Allie and me what you said to her. Some bull about Jamie and the baby needing a real family and you need to be that man.

So you knew all along this was your baby didn't you Jon asked. Shut up Jon know I don't know if it's my baby. If you give me a god damn minute I will explain the truth to you. Right at that moment I got another email. Checking my email there was a picture of Denise and me when we stayed outside all night and we had sex. Someone was watching us have sex.

My facial expression must've said it all because before I realized it Jon was standing next to me. SO you are into kinky things now Jon asked me. No I said this is why I had to break up with Denise I said. Some one has been threatening me.

What the fuck J when did it start my dad said to me before he stood up and walked over to the computer. I hurried up and closed the picture because I didn't need my family to see Denise in that way nor to see her body at all that was for me and me only so I thought.

I opened up the other emails without the pictures so they could read them. My mom and sister had be taken to rooms to lay down they couldn't handle it at all. Just when I thought it was over another email came in but this time it was of Denise in her bedroom by herself getting dressed and my father and brother happen to see that picture. With the caption I will have her again.

Who is doing this my father said to me. Dad if I knew I would have been in jail by now for killing him. J I am so sorry this is happening to you and Denise. Why didn't you be honest with her and tell her the truth Jon spoke.

Would you tell Allie about it I asked him. Probably not he said to me. Jon please don't tell Allie what is going on. Kid I won't she doesn't need anymore stress added to her right now. The doctor said that she might have to go on bed rest if her blood pressure doesn't go down though so I am not telling her this at all.

Thanks I said to him. Kid had I really known what was happening I  wouldn't have acted like that towards you. We tell each other everything why would you keep this from me Jon asked  me. I-I didn't know how to tell anyone so I thought I could handle it on my won but I was so wrong I said to him before the tears started up again. Jon and my dad both put their arms around me and let me cry.