Denise

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I can't believe you are here and I am back in your arms I said to Jordan. I want to hate you so much but I can't. You hurt me and you shouldn't be here right now but I can't let you go right now I said to him. 

Baby you've got to believe me I never meant to hurt you I love you D and I want you and only you. I don't want or need Jamie at all he said to me. So why did you use me that night I said to him.

I-I needed you one last time because I knew I had to let you go but I needed something to remember you by and that was how I could take you with me by being in you and touching your beautiful body baby.

I bit into my lip and turned my head away from him. Don't baby girl don't shut down on me now I need you and I need you right now he said to me. I fought back my tears as much as I could but it was pointless I was weak when it came to Jordan. I'd give him the world if I could but I can't.

Jordan pulled me closer to him and the scent of him hit me and brought out my tears even more. Kissing the top of my head I felt myself starting to calm down a little bit. I-I can't take you back Jordan I don't want to go down this road again where I take you back and you hurt me all over again and again.

I've been there before I was starting to find my way without you I said to him.  Denise just let me hold you for tonight please he said to me with tears in his eyes.  Why Jordan why? I can't explain it to you right now but just no me ending this hurts me more than it hurts  you. I never wanted to break your heart baby girl I swear that was never on my mind he said to me. So why did you do it? 

Trust me Denise I can't tell you right now but I will once I have everything lined up. Baby girl I hate this but I have to protect you and keep everyone safe he said to me. Jordan what the fuck are talking about keeping me safe. Jordan tell me now and I mean right fucking now I screamed at him.

Jordan no more lies no more secrets remember if you love and care about me don't hide from it I said to him. Denise baby please I have to protect you right now I can't tell you at all he said to me. Jordan I can't take anymore please I have nothing to live for anyway I have no job the man that I love and thought loved me he's broken my heart and keeps on still. 

So just finish me I said to him. Baby it's not like that at all he said to me. Tell me now I said to him. More tears filled his gorgeous  dark eyes and I wiped them away with kisses. Jordan please I have a right to know I said to him. In time baby in time he responded back to me.

Jordan kissed me deeply and it was amazing. I broke the kiss to let him know this wasn't going to work sex with me wasn't going to make me forget about what he said earlier. I'm going to take a shower I said to him. I got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower leaving him sitting on the bed.

Once I stepped in the shower I set on the floor and let the water hit me while allowing the tears to just flow. I hadn't heard Jordan walk in the bathroom let alone the shower. He lifted me up off of the floor and held me front to front. Jordan started to kiss me all over my body and all I could do was moan his touch his kisses I missed this and everything about him. Jordan lifted me up and wrapped my legs around him before pushing his cock inside of me.

Hey baby girl your food is here Darcy said to me but I never heard her because I was too focused on allowing Jordan to take me and love me right there when she walked in on us. OMG! Darcy yelled out stopping Jordan and me in our track.

I-I am so sorry she said as she backed out the room closing the door behind her. Everything ok Darc asked Jon and Allie. I-I D and Jor, and I well I was all that she could get out until I opened the door and and said I will explain everything just give me a few minutes please I said to the three of them.

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