Day & Knight

Denise

Hi handsome I said to Jordan as I looked up at him. Hey beautiful he said to me with a half smile. Everything is going to be ok I said to him. I am here with you I have your back just remember that I said.

I know you do and I am thankful for you being here right now he said to me. Well Allie and Jon we are going to call it a night right now I said to them. Jordan and I have a lot to talk about right now.. Love you guy's but we will catch you in the morning.

Good night they both responded back to us. Leading Jordan down the hall to our room I waited for him to speak. When we reached our room I undressed and climbed in the bed. He still hadn't said a word to me which I already knew what that meant. 

He needed me and he was going to have me. Jordan grabbed my face and kissed me hard and I was okay with it. I wasn't afraid now because I knew he needed this. Thank you baby for knowing what I need and when I need it he said to me. That's my job baby I am yours take me as you will I said to him. I need you on your knees now he said to me and I did just that for him.

Jordan had taken me a few times that night in many different ways and I was truly ok with it. After our last episode we lay in bed his arm behind his head and the other one over his face.  What's wrong baby I said to him. Do you need another round I asked him. 

When Jordan didn't answer me I removed his hand away from his face to see the tears falling down. Baby what's wrong please talk to me you're scaring me now. I-I can't Denise I just can't he said to me. Jor I don't get what you mean by you can't, you can't what.

Be with me is that what you mean? I can't do this anymore he said to me I love you too much to allow you to keep being hurt by me or by Jamie he said to me. Jordan Knight what the fuck are you actually saying to me that this is it we are over?

Denise we have to end this now he said to me. Really Jordan this is what you say to me after I just gave myself over to you and now you break up with me. You know what Jordan Fuck you. I got up out of the bed and got dressed. Grabbing my clothes that I came with and leaving everything Jordan had given me I walked into the bathroom to grab the rest of my stuff to throw it in my suitcase. 

Jordan was right behind me trying to stop me. Denise please let me explain baby please. Besides it's late you don't have to go now he said to me. Jordan get out of my face right now I said to him. I am giving you to the count of three and I will call Jon and Allie. Jordan moved out of my way to and went back to the bed and set there crying.

Oh no you don't get to be the one to cry you asshole. You made me fall for you and everything after everything I've been through you decided to be like Mark. I knew it was just a matter of time I said. Well you know what Jordan I  hope you three have the best life ever I said right before I took my ring off and set it down.

Denise please keep the ring it is yours to have you are worthy of it he said to me. I want nothing from you not even an excuse. Grabbing my phone I called my sister to see if i could come stay with her for a few. I sent a text message to Allie letting her know I love her and I will be there for the baby any time she needs me.

I walked out of the bedroom door and to the front door to wait for my sister to come get me. Jordan came behind me saying baby please just hear me out please. No leave me alone I said or else I will scream and wake up the neighbors. Please don't scream he said to me with tears streaming down his face.

It hurt me to see him crying but he just broke my heart and I couldn't hear him out he didn't deserve my loyalty or respect anymore. Jordan walked back into the house filled with tears and his head held low. Darcy showed up about ten minutes later. Hey baby girl what happen? did you two have your first fight and you need a break she said.