Anti gay school AU | Jikook | Based on a YT FMV

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I watched this Youtube fmv of Jikook called 'Jikook- Anti gay school AU million'. Go watch it it's pretty good and I decided to make a fanfiction out of that. I guess this story will be more serious than my previous one, so get your feelings ready.

Jungkook's POV

I slid down the bathroom wall and grabbed my knees.

As soon as I sat down I immediately started to sob. Why does everybody hate me? Because I'm gay?  It's because you are worthless and ugly. You have no talent, your grades are bad. Who would want to hang out with you? His mind told him.

My mind was right. Whenever I look at myself in the mirror the only thing I would see were the ugly bruises and cuts I made myself. I couldn't stop. The pain was the only thing that made me 'happy'. Also, my grades weren't good enough to get me on a good college.

School wouldn't be over after 1 PM and my parents would ask me why I came home from school so early. I decided to sit and wait until the bell rang, which made the students go back to their classes. It was currently lunch time. Art class is my next and best class. I always get A's. Art is something that makes me proud of myself and that's why I draw alot at home. My parents praise me for my works. There is also another reason why I love drawing so much.

There is someone in my life who changed me. Let me tell the story:

I attempted suicide once.

I wanted to cut open my throat, but when I saw the picture I drew I stopped. It was a picture of a boy. Plump lips, beautiful thighs, brown eyes, orange hair and an amazing jawline. I saw him in the streets when I went shopping with my parents.

I never saw him again, but I immediately fell in love with him. I never believed in the love at the first sight thing, but this was different. I memorized his features and drew him. He looked pretty clean and rich because of the Gucci suit he was wearing. I never saw him around there before so I guess he was from a different city.

I told my parents about him and that was around the time I came out. My parents were very accepting and my dad even said he bet that I would end up marrying a guy instead of a woman.

This is the reason I live. Because of my parents. And maybe because of Namjoon hyung, Jin hyung, my other 'parents' and that mystery guy.

I was still sitting in the bathroom. I took out the object that caused the scars. A bloody razor blade. I rolled up my sleeve and eyed my wrist. There was barely any space for a new cut until I found a little white space on the outer side of my wrist. I slashed the skin and winced in pain. It relieved me. I went outside again.

The halls were empty and I went to the main entrance. I wandered around the school grounds and watched a class playing basketball.

The only one who I could consider as a friend was Taehyung. He was in the basketball team of our school and I watched him play basketball with his classmates. He saw me and waved. I made sure there was noone behind me because it sometimes happened that I waved back at someone while they meant someone behind me.

I waved back. I grabbed my lunch from home. It was a burger like the ones I often see in McDonalds. My mom has put effort into all the lunches she has ever made for me and I'm very grateful for that.

P.E. was done. Taehyung came up to me and tackled me into a hug. I wouldn't say he is popular, but he had a lot of friends. His friends looked at me in disgust and averted their gaze. A rumor started a year ago that I fell in love with Taehyung. Eversince then, even people I sometimes talked to turned away from me. Taehyung was my only consolation. He knew about the rumors, but told me to ignore it.

We didn't hang out alot since I thought he just did it out of pity like some people. There were people who supported me, but that number had come to a minimum rapidly.

Surprisingly, this time I asked Taehyung if we could go to the movies. I wanted to watch 'Avengers Infinity War'. He agreed.

We went down the street and into the busy city. There was a huge movie theatre in this city and very expensive, especially the popcorn. (The struggle XD)

I bought the tickets and we waited until they let us in.

I noticed some orange hair peeking out of the crowd and I got my hopes up. What if it was the mystery guy? The unknown guy faced his friends, until he turned around to greet another guy. Indeed, it was the mystery guy. I guess I stared at him for a long time. Taehyung interrupted my staring session and tapped my shoulder. "I've been calling you for 2 minutes! What were you staring at?", he smirked teasingly.

I nudged my head to the side the boy was in. "The guy with the orange hair.", I said. Taehyung wiggled his eyebrows. "OOOHHH, SOMEONE IS IN LOVE!", he yelled. I shushed him, but it didn't help. The mystery boy turned around, annoyed by the yelling. I blushed, I guess, since my cheeks got hot. He had an arrogant look on his face and raised one eyebrow.

I pushed my loud friend into cinema 3, embarrassed by his attitude. "Are you crazy? Right in front of my crush?", I grabbed my head and sat on my assigned seat. Me, being an unlucky guy, faced the worst. My crush sat infront of me! He was chatting with his friends and I just gazed at him. "What are you looking at?", the boy said after a while. I shook my head as I got out of my trance. I wanted to say "You", but stopped myself. "Erm, well, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stare.", I rubbed my neck. "Well, look the other way, peasant. He is already taken...by me!", a blonde, curly haired girl said. She had a high pitched voice and was dressed like a prostitute.

This hurt me innerly. I fake smiled at the couple and tried not to cry. My heart shattered into pieces.

Taehyung saw this and pulled me into a consolating hug. I was happy to have atleast one friend, who actually cared for me. I turned my head to the back of his seat and started to cry silently.

"Ew, are they gay?", I heard the foreign girl whisper. "They better not be faggots.", the orange haired guy said. This even broke me further. My crush was homophobic.

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FIRST CHAPTER DONE YAY! This took me plenty of time, but I did it. I have to make the story line longer smh and I'll take notes for the next chapters.