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2 years later (time skip is backkkkk)

Jungkook's POV

"Happy anniversary, baby.", I told him and stroked his cheek. I gave him a present. His favourite chocolate with roses. He would never give me anything, but I didn't mind. As long as he loved me. The older sat infront me, his dark orbs looking at me. "Let's go to the bedroom.", I suggested.

I couldn't hold his hand, but I was able to carry him. I carefully put him on the wooden nightstand next to my bed.

My love for him was so strong. "Goodnight, honey.", I told him. He never talked or responded, but I knew he loved me.

You could call me crazy for talking to a picture, but how else was I supposed to live? No one took my interest. Neither girls or boys.

Jimin.

It was a picture of Jimin. I never stopped loving him. I regret leaving him for my selfish thoughts.

I had grown up. I was 18 years old then. Business was something I had always liked so I was a busy businessman at this young age. I still had to go to college, though, but I took online lessons. The good thing was that I always found time for my little Jiminie. I would cuddle him to sleep or clean him.

I left Mei's apartment a few months ago to start my own life. Her boyfriend was my bestfriend and would visit me if he had time. The same thing went for Tae and Lisa.

I had always wondered if Jimin had moved on and started dating his ex as I had requested him to. I felt so stupid and dumb for letting go the love my life. I should have just been killed. But I would've never experienced my new job then.  I was young back then and I still wanted a future even though I had been suicidal before I met Jimin.

However, past decisions can't be changed and there I lived in a flat in Seoul with a view over the whole capital. I wasn't exactly rich, but I had a lot of money. People thought I was 23 or so, but when I told them my real age they freaked out and started adoring me.

I forgot I still had a bit of homework left to do, so I stood up and went over to my desk. My unattentive brain didn't even notice I was still wearing a suit.

The laptop was on as I did my homework.

I was curious all of a sudden. 'What if I typed in Park Jimin?", I thought. So I did.

"Park Jimin, heir of the Park family, married the American topmodel Alyssa Swan. The vows were spoken yesterday in the church of Seoul. (Idk xD)
Soon, a child will be on the world because before the marriage Mrs. Swan got pregnant. Both newly wed parents are happy about the arrival of their first child."

"So you really fulfilled my request, Jiminie.", I smirked, but hurt innerly as the love of my live married his ex who hurt him and threatened me. So he really did have feelings left for her. Otherwise, he would have never married her. I hoped his parents were also happy that he was married to a woman and not a guy. And I hope you are happy, Park Jimin. I never stopped thinking about you and how we were a couple. But the past was the past and this was the harsh reality.

I sighed and leaned back onto my chair. There was no way I would meet Park Jimin ever again or and there was no way I could get him back.

I didn't want to cry, but I did. The guilt, jealousy and anger coming up at the same time. I started punching my pillow. I wanted to move on and start a new life, but Park fucking Jimin didn't let me.

Jin hyung and Namjoon hyung. Maybe they knew where he was now. I hadn't paid them a visit for two years. I apologized through my messenger and they said it was okay.

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