"You didn't seem to care about yourself much." Yoongi said.
"If I didn't care about myself, then I wouldn't be sitting here, having this conversation with you." I replied.
There was a silence.
"I take care of myself more than you think. If I really didn't care, I could have been a better shield when the snippers were shooting at you. I could have left the bullets where they were, letting more of that chemical inside of me. I could have just not told you about the chemical in the first place. I could have let the guy cut me. I could have pushed myself away when I began to feel dizzy so that, if I ever did fall, it wouldn't have been towards you." I took another pause. "I could probably keep going." Pause. "For those things I mentioned to happen, I would habe had to think about it, and force myself. I automatically avoided worse wounds that could have led to death. That's what I meant by 'a habit'." I paused and looked at all the members, one by one. When I got to Jin, I continued. "This is was I meant when I said said not to worry about me, because I'm already worrying about myself automatically."
I could tell that the members weren't convinced.
"Well, whether you like it or not, we will worry about you." Yoongi stated. "You do that for us."
"That doesn't mean-"
Yoongi's expression told me to shut up.
So I did, mentally grumbling.
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Meeting BTS; Book Two, False Identity
FanfictionThe second book in the Meeting BTS series; Dal Eclipse is back and quite pained. She has to continue using her head, among other things, to keep herself and all of the members alive. Some things aren't as they seem. It doesn't seem as though every...