Chapter 11

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"You didn't seem to care about yourself much." Yoongi said.

"If I didn't care about myself, then I wouldn't be sitting here, having this conversation with you." I replied.

There was a silence.

"I take care of myself more than you think. If I really didn't care, I could have been a better shield when the snippers were shooting at you. I could have left the bullets where they were, letting more of that chemical inside of me. I could have just not told you about the chemical in the first place. I could have let the guy cut me. I could have pushed myself away when I began to feel dizzy so that, if I ever did fall, it wouldn't have been towards you." I took another pause. "I could probably keep going." Pause. "For those things I mentioned to happen, I would habe had to think about it, and force myself. I automatically avoided worse wounds that could have led to death. That's what I meant by 'a habit'." I paused and looked at all the members, one by one. When I got to Jin, I continued. "This is was I meant when I said said not to worry about me, because I'm already worrying about myself automatically."

I could tell that the members weren't convinced.

"Well, whether you like it or not, we will worry about you." Yoongi stated. "You do that for us."

"That doesn't mean-"

Yoongi's expression told me to shut up.

So I did, mentally grumbling.

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