I Never Searched, But I Found You

Part 19

Adi made his parents happy. He was absolutely Adorable. He was the most important for both. Raman was a caring father and husband.
Adi was 3 months old now
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Ishita had fed Adi and crawled back to bed. Raman turned to her.

R: You do not have to go downstairs to feed the baby at night.
I: But, Raman I do not want you to see me doing that.
R: Why ? there is nothing wrong about it.

He looked at her and pulled her closer,then he whispered in her ear
"There is nothing that I have not already seen"

Ishita blushed, luckily it was dark in the room.

He smelled her neck.
R: You smell so good

Raman started to kiss Ishita ' s neck. It sent shivers down her

Both Raman and Ishita looked deeply into each others eyes. They started to kiss. At first, the kiss was soft and tender and then it grew more passionate.
Raman slid Ishita 's nightgown strap off her shoulder....And then the baby started to cry.

Ishita stood up., went to the cradle and  lifting him up.
I: What's wrong little man.
She held her baby and very slowly rocked him .
R: Ishita, is everything all right with him?
I: Yes, I think he wants company

she spoke to the baby in baby language;
I: Do you feel alone in your cradle ?

She kissed his forehead tenderly and the baby stopped crying.
I: This is mom's boy

Ishita took Adi to bed with her. She placed the baby in a Soft lounger for newborns so he was safe.

Raman looked at his son who held his mother's little finger and slept peacefully.

Adi lay in his soft lounger between Ishita and Raman and slept peacefully.

The next morning Ishita was in the shower.Her thoughts revolved around last night. She had to admit. She had wanted him, she would have slept with him if the baby had not interrupted them.

"Oh God, Ishita  whats wrong with you ?You would have slept with him, without hesitation!  The baby was in the room. You will only be married for a year and do not forget why you got married."

She turned the water and got out of the shower. She wrapped a towel around her and went to the mirror.

She looked at herself in the mirror.
I: You want him.! Not only in bed, not just as a lover. You want him in your life, forever.
OMG I'm not just in love with him, I love him.!

The cognition hit Ishita like a hammer.
She started to cry. She cried because she did not want to lose him. She wanted him forever by her side. As a father of her child, as a husband, as a lover, partner, best friend and soulmate.

But she knew that Raman Kumar Bhalla was not that kind of man. She was the mother of his child for him, nothing more.

Ishita stood there for a while crying before dressing and going downstairs to make breakfast for Raman.

Later on the way to the office Raman thought of the last night:

Ishita wanted him as much as he wanted her. There was no doubt about that.

Yes, he was frustrated, sexually frustrated. He had not slept with any woman for months And every night at home, this stunning woman lay next to him, his wife.

Was that fair to her? He did not want to hurt her in any way. She means a lot to him, but what exactly he felt for her, Raman did not want to think about that.

There were still enough women, who did not mind, the fact that he was married. But that was not an option for him. He did not want to cheat Ishita.

Even if their marriage lasted only one year. She was his wife and he would not cheat on her. !

The evening Raman came back from the office, he went upstairs to take a shower.

The door was open and he saw Ishita sitting on the bed. In front of her lay Adi and she leaned over him and kissed him all over his face. The baby squealed and grabbed Ishita's hair.

I: Ouch. my strong boy. Will you let go of Mumma's hair ?
The baby looked at Ishita. Ishita freed her hair.
I: Good Boy
She blowing on Adi"s tummy and the baby squealed with pleasure.

Ramsen smiled at the sight of his wife with his son. Ishita was a wonderful mother. He went into the room.

R: What kind of new sound does our son make ?
Ishita turned to Raman
I: I think , Baby has found his voice

Raman picked up the baby and kissed his forehead.
R: Did you find your voice ?
He cuddled the baby and gave him Ishita.
R: I take a shower
I: OK, I'll go downstairs and warm your food.

Mrs. Bhalla had taken the baby to her room. Ishita served Raman and kept him company while he ate.

R: Tell me about your day
I: In short;' Adi , household, Adi, cooked, Adi , drank coffee with Amma, Vandu and Mihika,Adi ...
R: Is not that all too much for you ?
I: Mamiji helps me with Adi, she is so nicely with him. And in the kitchen help me Simmi and Neelu. I can bring Adi over to Amma and Mihika anytime.

R: Good
I: You look tired, how was your day ?
R: In short: Meetings, phone calls, video calls, presentations...
Ishita smiled
I: You work too much
R: I'm tired, let's go to sleep
I: Adi
R: He's with Ma, she'll take good care of him.
I: But what about the feeding? Her son will cry so loudly in 3 hours that Mamaji and Papaji fall out of bed.
R: You're right, go get Adi, I'll go upstairs and get ready for bed.

Ishita cleared the table and cleaned the kitchen. Then she picked up the baby and went upstairs.

When she arrived in the room, Raman lay in bed and slept. He was almost as cute as Adi when he slept.

She put the baby in the cradle and went to the bathroom. Then she went to bed. As she lay beside him, he took her hand. She put her head on his chest and he put his arm around her.

She felt so secure and protected in his arms. Both slept peacefully for the next 3 hours.

To be continued