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Part 19

How long have I been sleeping for? It's probably morning already in real life.

I watched Taehyung resting peacefully, his face inches from mine.

"I'm sorry i'll have to leave you, Taehyungie.
But don't worry, you'll forget about me soon enough.
I feel so much better now that i told said everything that I wanted to say.."

I caressed his hair and stared at my hand, thinking of this emptiness.

"I'd be so happy.. if only you were real.
But you've helped me a lot.
I feel like a different person, and now I just need to get ready to let go"

I got to stay like that until he finally opened his eyes

"How long have you been awake?"

He said pulling me closer

"Just a bit"

He lifted his head a little, looking through the window

"It's a beautiful day outside, what do you wanna do?"

"Don't you have practice for tomorrow?"

"It's fine" he kissed my forehead and I felt my chest tighten "today is only about you"

He didn't want me to be sad

"Actually, I have something to do. There's someplace I wanna visit. If you don't mind we can meet later? I promise it won't be long"

He nodded.. he knew what I meant

I manually saved my progress and took off everything.
Changed my clothes, washed my face and ran downstair

"Good, you're still here" I greeted Namjoon with a smile "where's Jin?"

"He went home. He offered to come with but I thought we should probably go by ourselves"

"Yeah, sure"

We were going to visit our parents.
We left the house and stopped to get some flowers. I got pink roses.. my mom loved pink

"Are you okay?" Namjoon asked me as we entered the place
"Yeah i'm fine" I smiled

We stood before their grave and put the flowers  in place.

"Mom, dad.." Namjoon widened his eyes in surprise, I would never say anything whenever we came
"I know I've been doing things the wrong way, and I know you must be worried. But don't be, i'm okay now"
I looked at Namjoon
"I want to apologize, hyung.
I know I made you go through a hard time, and I know how hard you work to try to make me smile.. and i'm sorry I haven't made things easier.
I love you, Joonie" I looked back to where my mom and dad where "and I love you two. And I miss you.
I have missed you so bad, and i'm sorry about what happened"

I didn't even try to hide my tears.. it was time

"I would give anything to change what happened, and I've been thinking for a while that it'd be better if I didn't exist"

I felt Namjoon tap on my shoulder
"I'm fine now.. and I promise i'll make you guys proud"

I turned around and Namjoon hugged me
"I already am, Jiminie"

......

"Tae!" I dialed his number right away

"How was it.. what you had to do?"

"It was good. That was long overdue.. and you finally gave me the courage to do it"

"I didn't do anything, my love. You're a brave person. You did this, and i'm so proud"