colby had turned on The Office about an hour ago and we have been watching episode ofter episode since. as he was watching he would laugh here and there, and he would shift in his spot to get more comfortable. everything about this boy, no matter what his "status" was in school or what mine was, i knew i had meet this boy not on accident but on purpose.
"colby?" i said while we were lying on his star wars bed
"yeah?" he asked not looking at me but at the tv.
"have you ever had sex?"
he looked at me and then i saw his checks become red. "no."
"have you ever kissed a girl?"
"no."
"do you want to?"
"wait, im confused. like kiss you?" he asked, sitting up in the bed looking at me
"sorry, i just thought, i should have never asked, sorry." i stated.
"no, no, i was just, i mean, yes i want to, but are you sure you want to kiss me? you don't even like me, and you're popular you can have anyone you want."
i sat up and looked at colby, "i want too."
"what if i'm bad at it though, what if you tell your friends and they make fun of you for kissing me, the innocent kid. what if.."
"colby, stop, it'll just be a kiss." i smiled at him.
"why do you wanna kiss me though?"
"i like you." i said and now i was the one looking down at my hands.
i could tell colby didn't know what to say, but he knew what he wanted to do.
"lexi," he said and brought his finger to my chin, turning my head to face him, "i like you too."
you know for this boy not ever being with a girl, he sure knew what the hell he was doing.
colby started to lean in, as did i. i was more nervous to kiss him then he was to kiss me, maybe..
as his lips brushed against mine i grabbed his face, pulling his lips onto mine. i knew he hasn't done this before so i had to find a way to show him how. he moved his lips against mine and i moved my hand to his neck. i licked his bottom lip, asking for entrance into his mouth, he took that as a sign, but i could tell he didn't know what to do. i moved back a little bit and whispered, "that means to give me entrance into your mouth."
he smiled and i put my lips back onto his smiling ones. i licked his bottom lip once more before him giving me entrance to his mouth. as i explored his mouth, he attempted to do it also. i gave up the fight and let him win, he explored my mouth and he smiled into the kiss, knowing he won.
as he kept up his exploring i moved my hand to the rim on his shirt. i slowly moved my hand up his torso from underneath his shirt. he started to get antsy but i resisted from doing more to the boy.
he then broke the kiss and moved down to my neck, he was hesitant at first but then started to leave little kisses on my neck. i moaned softly as he began to leave marks on my neck. i moved my self back from him breaking contact and i yanked on his shirt, he knew right away what to do, he took his shirt off, and then took mine off from me.
i was now laying on my back and he was atop of me, holding himself up with his arms on either side of me. he started to kiss me again but was teasing me with pulling away and smiling at me. he leaned back down and started to leave little kisses down my jawline to my neck, once again. he reached the strap to my bra and moved it down to the middle of my arm, and continued to kiss down to the top off my chest. he looked up to me for permission and i nodded, as he unclipped my bra to take it all the way off my phone started to ring.
of course, the one time i don't put it on vibrate.
"shit." i whispered.
colby smiled at me and sat up, i sat up also and reached for my bag and grabbed my phone answering it.
lexi get home now, its 10 at night!
it was my mom
okay okay, i'm coming i wasn't
watching the time i'm sorry.
with that she hung up on me.
"shit, colby i'm really sorry, i wasn't watching the time and i was supposed to be home by ten, i have to go, can we finish this saturday?"
"yeah yeah of course. see you tomorrow at school?" he asked.
"yeah course." i smiled at him as i clipped my bra back on and threw my shirt back on. i grabbed my bag, throwing it over my shoulder.
i walked over to him and kissed his lips one last time, then leaving the blushing boy shirtless in his bed.
and with that i left. penny boarding home.
