I didn't leave because of dislike
But because of fact
The fact that I'm not at all what you want
I thought this fear was a dream, that it wasn't one bit real
But the pain stings and that's all I feel
My hopes of tomorrow are drifting away
because of the false hope that I would be able to stay
I wish I could be free
...but seeing you really affects me
It affects me in a way I can't explain
And I'm not for certain it is pain
Because I remember when I hurt
Your smile that makes me burst
And that you made me prone
To look up at the stars that shone
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Poetryseparation leads to desperation yet avoiding you is just one of my bad habits I can't rid of p.s. gonna contain some very lesbian thoughts
