Late Night Chat • lil xan

Suicide

A/N this chapter is sorta triggering so if you can't take suicide or depression don't read this.

Diego's PVO
I called Steven
"STEVEN"
"Yo what Diego"
"Lex is gone. She's gone even the twins ar-"
"Oh shit"
"I don't know what to do"
I hung up the phone and sat on the couch depressed "I thought I was ready"
After my mental breakdown
I watched 'Dirty Dancing'
Lexie's favourite movie (if u haven't seen it my go watch it)
All I did was cry
All I could think about was Lexi
"Fuck my life."
I got up and walked over to a cabinet I opened it and there was my Xanax and a bong with some weed. Lexie never knew about this and she wasn't in the house I grabbed the Xanax, bong and weed and went into the bedroom I opened the bathroom door and shut it. I went into the tub I put on comfy clothes and filled the tub filled with warm water and laid in there I grabbed the bong put the weed in it and lit it
I got the xans and popped it all in my mouth not caring at all. a few minutes later I was laughing at the wall then all the sudden I started to see black, pitch black.

A/N hey so I'm thinking about writing a new "book" but it's me taking about life and shit maybe an emo bible since I'm "going threw a phase" so yea put in the comments if I should do that but for now peace.