what I thought was love

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Your body against mine.
Drew me in.
I wanted more.
I was addicted.
You told me you loved me
That you'll never leave me.
I told you I'm a complicated person.
You told me you didn't care.
I don't want to let this go, I don't want to loose control.
I don't want to say goodbye, someone tell me why.
Stay.
Please never leave me.
You came with your complicated problems.
And I didn't hear it from you.
I heard it myself.
I would walk by your house around three a.m. with some friends.
And listen as your family fought.
And I seen the bruises on you the next day.
Looks like we both have our battle scars.
I would run my fingers through your hair.
Look into your eyes.
They looked so lost, depressed.
All I wanted to do.
All I want to do is make you happy.
Because I love you,
And I don't want you to go through anything I've had too.
Your kisses
They where so forceful
You felt angry
But I was hungry
Hungry for your fake love.

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