Squip's POV
She hates me.. I didn't mean to.. I hurt her.. I deserve to be alone.. I'm so sorry, Y/n..
Y/n's POV
I woke up and stretched, staring at my duvet. While getting up, I tried making out what my alarm clock said. The clock read 10:21 am, and it was Sunday, so I could spend all day at home, or with someone. As I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth, I muttered to myself, "reactivate.."
Squip glitched into my vision, and I started brushing my teeth. I was thinking about Squip all night, trying to figure out why he did what he did. I want an answer. "Y/n.. I can explain." Squip said. "Go ahead." I said through the brush moving back and forth on my teeth. "Look.. when you ate that cookie, the substance inside of it messed with my programming, and turned me into something I'm not. To be fair, you still ate the cookie after I warned you." He was right, but I was still mad at him. I finished brushing my teeth, and walked back into my room. "So, why did you touch me on my thigh?" I asked, purposefully trying to embarrass him. Ha. "Y/n.. you know that wasn't me.. I could never do something so awful in my regular mindset." Squip said. I nodded and started getting undressed. As I took off my shirt, Squip quickly covered his eyes and yelled, "Please wait until I'm not looking!!".."But I thought you didn't care?.." I asked him. He didn't speak.
After I changed into a bright yellow sundress with a matching sunhat and converse, (Picture up top), I told Squip he could look. He looked at me and smiled, and.. I smiled back. I went downstairs and Squip followed. "So what are we doing today?" Squip asked. "Well, while you were deactivated last night, Kyle texted me." I replied. Squip looked at me with concern and said, "I really don't think you should spend time with that boy.." "I know, but he's been really nice so far. Look, if he shows any weird signs, I'll leave him alone, alright?" I said. The Squip nodded and I asked him if he could make me toast. He made me make my own toast, but that was ok since I've been making him, make me food all the time. "What exactly are you doing with Kyle today?" Squip asked. I answered his question immediately after. "Well, he wants me to come over to his house so we can hang for a while." "Do you know the address?" "Yes." "Just be careful around him, ok?" "Ok."
-AT KYLE'S DOORSTEP-
I knocked on Kyle's front door and it took about 2 minutes for him to answer. He was wearing a long sleeve sweatshirt like always, with navy blue jeans. "Hey Y/n! Come in! I have a ton of drinks and food." He said. I thanked him and walked inside with Squip floating behind me. I looked around at Kyle's house, and it seemed like a really nice place. "Are you thirsty? Can I get you anything?" Kyle said. "Oh, no I'm good, thank you!" I said with a gentle smile. Kyle smiled back with his perfect smile. I noticed Squip cross his arms and look away from me. "Oh Y/n! Can I show you something?!" Kyle asked. I said yes, and Kyle took me into his room. When we were in his room, he pointed to a gingerbread house that he had worked on. "I was hoping you might want to share it with me today?" Kyle asked. "Of course! That's awesome!" Suddenly, we heard a whistling coming from the kitchen. "Oh! The tea's ready! Uhm.. just wait in here, I'll be right back!" Kyle said before rushing to the kitchen. I noticed a drawer on his desk that had duck-tape wrapped around the handle. Weird.. I wonder what's in there.. I looked around to make sure Kyle wasn't on his way back, and I opened the drawer.
Narrator's POV
Y/n opened the drawer to discover about 32 pocket knifes sitting in it. Some looked like they were bloodied. She put her hand to her mouth in shock when all of a sudden she heard a voice. "Hey! Don't look in there!" She turned to it, and it was Kyle holding two cups of tea. Y/n quickly shut the drawer. "I-I'm sorry! I wasn't trying to be nosy!" She said, wondering what those knives were for. "Stuttering. Also, I think now would be a good time to leave, Y/n." Squip said. "U-uhm.. Kyle, I'm sorry I'll have to get going soon." Y/n said, trying to stay calm. "Why?" Kyle asked while putting the tea on a mini-table. Shit.. Squip HELP..
Squip quickly took over. "Because I told my mom I would clean the house today, as a gift for caring for me." Um.. thanks Squip.. "Why." Kyle said. "I'm sorry?.." Y/n replied, confused as to why he asked. "Why are you like everyone else?.." Kyle said, sharply. "Kyle.. I don't understand?.." She said. "As soon as you get to know me, you hate me." He replied. Y/n was shocked. She didn't realize she hurt Kyle. "Kyle, I'm so sorry if I hurt your feelings.." Y/n said, being as sympathetic as she could. "Y/n, you need to leave. NOW." Y/n was scared at this point, so she got up and slowly headed to the door. But something grabbed her wrist. Kyle was holding her wrist, not letting her walk out, when he pulled her in for a hug. The hug ended, and as soon as Kyle let go, his expression changed from "please-stay.." to "you're-not-going-anywhere." He threw her on his bed and locked the door. "Shit! Y/n, you need to fight him off!" What?! I won't be able to do that! "Don't worry, I'm trying to figure out if I can switch into human form! It seems I've used up all of my time in it!" Y/n was scared that whatever was about to happen, was going to need a lot of strength. "You shouldn't have tried to leave, Y/n. Now look where we are. I honestly don't know what to do with you." Kyle growled. "Please, Kyle, don't do this.." Y/n pleaded.
Kyle walked over to the draw that Y/n had opened earlier, and picked a knife from it. Once Y/n saw the blade, her eyes grew wide with fear. SQUIP YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING! Y/n thought. "I'm trying! ..Just a little longer!" Squip replied. "Listen, Y/n.. I don't want to hurt you. All you have to do is stay.. Just a little longer.." Kyle said, begging for Y/n to listen. I need to act my way out of this..
Y/n's POV
I stood up and walked over to Kyle. I was nervous, but I had to pretend to go along with it.. just for now.. I took Kyle's hand that had the knife in it and plucked the knife from it. I threw it to the floor, and looked in Kyles eyes. He was crying. "What kind of life have you known?.. listen to me.. you are not alone.." I said. I hugged him and he hugged back, sobbing. We stood there for a while, still hugging. A part of me felt bad for him, and wanted to stay here, yet another part of me knew he was dangerous. "Y/n, I am able to change into human form, is it still necessary?" Squip asked. I replied to him in my head. "No.. I'm going to stay here a little while longer, ok?" As soon as I asked that question, Squip was furious. "Are you kidding me Y/n?! He almost killed you! Why are you staying?!" I replied with a simple, "just cause.."
-AFTER 1 HOUR HUGGING/CRYING SESSION-
"Hey, I'll see you later Kyle.. ok? Text me if you need anything." I said as I walked out the front door. He nodded, frowning, and shut the door. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain run up my spine. "OW!" I yelled. "What is wrong with you Y/n?! He could have hurt you!" Was all I heard as I started walking away from Kyle's house. "Look.. Squip-" "No. No more excuses. Once we get home, no more phone for 2 weeks." I chuckled. "You're not my mom.. You can't control my phone habits.." "Oh no? Pull out your phone." Squip said. I did as he said and as soon as I took a look at my phone, Squip shocked me. "OWW!" I screamed as I dropped my phone. Shit.. that was even more painful than last times.. "I'm sorry Y/n, but you don't need it anyways." He said. "What's that supposed to mean?.." I asked. "It means keep walking." He said. "I'm not going to leave my phone here." I said sternly. "Oh? Suit yourself.."
As I knelt down to grab my phone, a stabbing, ringing pain struck through my entire body. It wasn't stopping like it usually does, it just kept getting more and more painful. I fell to the ground, and held my stomach from the agony I was in. Suddenly, the Squip appeared in front of me, glitching violently. But once he stopped glitching, the pain stopped. "Y/N! I'm so sorry!! I didn't mean for it to be that painful.." I stood up, not realizing I was crying from the pain. I looked at the Squip with anger, grabbed my phone, stuffed it in my pocket, and kept walking.
Squip's POV
I didn't mean for the shock to be that extremely painful.. as soon as I administered it, some part of me wanted to increase the pain. I don't know why I followed it. I'm an idiot.
On our way home, Y/n wouldn't speak to me, no matter how hard I tried to explain it to her. I didn't really blame her. That shock was leveled even more painful than the discomfort a host experiences when they first swallow the Squip pill. I shouldn't have done that..
I'm so sorry, Y/n..
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Wintergreen Tic-Tac (Squip x Reader)
Fanfic(WARNING: This book deals with mature topics such as: Self harm, Suicide, Abuse, Cannabis) (Sorry, this is a Fem!Reader) This is a story about a girl named Y/n who one day hears about the Squip. Once she gets the Squip, her life changes. (Cover art...