time is an illusion ; the ramblings of a dumb stupid idiot

it's june so it's officially summer ;

don't @ me it's true june = summer i'm officially ready to give up at school (tbh there's only four days left of school anyway and the last day we're just going to a waterpark anyway so why do i even need to try @ this point)

anyway it's ya girl back at it again and Sadder Than Ever !! anyway sorry i haven't posted in a few days i've been too lazy and also nothing interesting happens to me

but tonight is my little cousin's fifth grade musical! i'm really excited to see it tbh :-))) it means i had to skip the eighth grade formal tho and literally every single one of my friends is going so i'm just gonna be missing out on all of the new inside jokes and shit they're gonna have after tonight and i'll just forever be ostracized for not attending this event lovely

also, the 1975 aND gorillaz both released new music yesterday ?? honestly my heart ?? give yourself a try is fucking me upppp and honestly humility is so chill and i love it?? so many summer vibes but that music video ?? like is 2D ok (also can we talk about the whole everyone is mad at ace for replacing murdoc thing ?? like ??? y'all weren't complaining about cyborg noodle and it's essentially the same thing, just saying)

besides that i've just been chilling as of late, idk i've been kinda irrationally anxious lately and i hate it like ?? calm down there's nothing bad happening you're literally just in art class aaaaaaaa but my brain is fucked up so telling myself everything is fine doesn't really work anymore oops

anyway i'm unreasonably sad right now so i'm gonna read some gay shit and pretend i'm not sinking into another spell of good ol' depression yeet see y'all later i guess