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: evon
monday. december 4, 2017
6:29 pm. :
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"okay, so today we're playing truth or dare and evon is here, say hi evon," "hi." i waved. todd fell next to me on the couch and laid his head back. "you know, let's just start over here. truth or dare?" he pointed at me.

i blinked. "truth." "how would your boyfriend feel if we made you kiss toddy?" i pursed my lips together and shrugged. "can you call him?"

"i guess," i laughed, dialing ethan's number. they all started laughing as i held my head. he picked up quickly. "hey, babe." he said. "hey, i have a question."

"aren't you with david?"

"hey!" david called from in front of me.

"okay, we're playing truth or dare and they want to know how you would feel if i had to kiss toddy."

he got quiet and groaned. "evon," i looked up at the camera and looked at todd, who had a really smug look. "it's for a video?"

"yes."

"if it's for a video it's whatever," "okay." i even laughed a little. "text me when you get home." "okay, bye!"

"okay, toddy truth or dare," "dare." david laughed while finishing his sentence. "since it's for a video, makeout with evon." toddy started laughing with a smile. i threw my head back before looking at him.

i shrugged and motioned for him to come because he looked almost nervous. "it's fine, let's go." i wanted to get it over with.

"i can't believe the toddy smith is nervous." scott laughed from the other couch. "hey, i am not nervous." "yeah, whatever."

toddy looked at scott before quickly placing his hands on my cheeks and crashing his lips to mine. i laughed, putting one hand on his shoulder. all of his friends started cheering.

"just remember, guys, she's 18," david said. "this is totally legal!" i started laughing too hard and pulled away, pushing on todd's shoulder. "okay, whose next?"

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i sat on the edge of todd's bed as we talked. he was towel drying his hair because it got wet during the video. "you know you don't towel dry the right way."

"what?" he laughed and i motioned for him to come over. he stood in between my legs and handed me the towel. "you're supposed to, like, shake it, not go side to side."

i reached up and started drying his hair, laughing, while he rested his hands on my knees. "so," he hummed. "your boyfriend thinks i'm a threat."

"i know," i sighed. "i don't even want him to watch the video cause it's gonna cause i problems."

"how do you know?" "he told me. he thinks you like me." it was quiet for a little. "i mean, i kinda do."

"i know," i continued to dry his hair. "but he told me that first. first come first serve"

todd gave me a weird look and played with my own hair. "no, i think it's whoever you like."

i pulled the towel down and looked at his eyes. "when you like two people, it's first come first serve."

"so, you do like me, too?" i slightly groaned. "toddy, don't-" "if you like me, wouldn't you rather be with some older and mature?"

i giggled, hitting his shoulder. "you're older, i'm not sure about more mature."

he rolled his eyes and put his hands on my waist. if i didn't have commitment issues and if he wasn't as hot as he was, i would've realized how wrong. "you know what i mean." "do i?" he nodded and i smiled. "i'm not telling you to breakup with him, i'm saying that nobody here would say anything."

"todd, i'm not the person you want. i'm noncommittal, not really single, and i'm finishing up high school." i bit my lip and made him smirk.

"does ethan know that?" "well, he's the reason i'm not single and we're both in high school." toddy laughed. "that you have commitment issues."

"no," i frowned. "i want to keep it that way."

he nodded, standing over me. "i won't say anything, but frankly, i don't care about that stuff," i watched him. "i just think we could have a good thing."

i fixed his hair a bit more with my fingers. "i know. i'll text you." he nodded, leaning down and kissing me, softly. pulling my bottom lip. i shut my eyes, biting my lip afterward.

he let me out of his room and i walked into the living room, grabbing my bag. "hey, i'm going home." i smiled.

"hey, you should come swimming on friday," david said. "we're probably gonna be filming and then you can just stay late."

i nodded. "yeah, i'll come. later." i walked out to the parking garage and got in my car. "fuck." i laid my head on my wheel.