minds. fillie

- seven -

CHAPTER 7 :

- baby, i'm yours -

♪ millie bobby brown ♪

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shortly after leaving my bedroom, i began to wonder as to why finn was acting so unearthly. had i done something obscene? did something dreadful happen to him that i didn't get to see?

"ok guys. let's get back to work." i yelled out as they all began to groan in reply at my command.

there's no denying that there's not a spark there whenever finn pops around. he's so sweet and attractive, it's hard for a girl who actually has good taste not to fall for a guy like him.

he's enchanting, and i was falling for his spells. i feel like i'm being hypnotized. i've never acted like this up until he decided to show up and change everything.

he changed me.

"eleven?" a voice snapped me out of my thoughts, and the voice belonged to sadie. she gave me questioning eyes as i had just been snapped out of a trance and was probably staring off into space.

"uh, yeah, sorry. zoned out that's all." i informed her.

"yeah, ok."

"i know who you were thinking about." she muttered but it was loud enough for me to hear her.

"oh fuck off max!" i cursed as she began to burst out laughing. i couldn't help but be aggravated with her, but sadly, she was right. she was always right.

but as i made my way over there i could see jaeden and lilia beginning to inch near each other's faces.

i blew my whistle five times, their heads snapping towards me with red tainted cheeks. to call them sheepish, would be an understatement.

"you two are cute but, it's time for practice." i narrowed my eyes at them as they soon got up and came over to the mats where mostly everyone stood at.

the only person who was missing, is the one person i wanted to see the most.

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"finn, you know i could make some soup for you or something." i suggested since the look on his face was beyond unbearable.

"can you just come cuddle with me." he demanded, his statement causing me to freeze on the spot. i felt my cheeks begin to heat up. it's too hot in this damn room!

"c-cuddle?" i asked, making sure if i heard him right.

"just come here." he spoke but it was kind of muffled since his face was smushed onto the pillow.

i finally decided on doing it, and brought myself to sit up next to his figure. he then wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me down next to him, causing me to let out a shriek.

"finn!" i grumbled as chuckled at me. i rolled my eyes at his immaturity but then realized how close our faces were to each other. we were inches apart.

"you're really really beautiful, you know that sweetheart?" he asked, a small smile on his face and i couldn't help but smile back. he was contagious, i couldn't get enough of him.

"oh whatever." i rolled my eyes.

"no but for real! what can i do to prove to you how beautiful you are?" he asked and only one thought came to my mind, so i immediately blurted it out,

"kiss me." i covered my hands over my mouth and stuffed my face into the pillow. i just ruined everything, didn't i?

it felt like forever since i had last said that and there was only a silence until finn akwardly cleared his throat.

"millie, look at me." he commanded. i slowly lifted my face up from the pillow and brought myself to look at him. as my eyes were set on his own, his eyes were looking at...

wait, was he looking at my lips?

and he was. he then smashed his lips onto mine. and i was frozen again, i was in absolute incredulity at the moment. until something inside me snapped, and i was soon kissing the freckled boy back.

i couldn't help but be disappointed as he removed his lips from mine, but he smiled. he really did share the same feelings as me. i wasn't alone with this, and i couldn't be more jovial.

"well, i guess i'm damned beautiful." i joked causing him to burst out laughing. i began to laugh as well, but i couldn't keep my eyes off his now swollen lips.

i should probably make them more swollen if that's possible.

so, just like that, we were kissing again. but, it was more passionate this time. while i wrapped my arms around his neck, he wrapped his around my waist.

it felt like this was almost like a dream, but this was real. and, i had never been so thankful for something. he's the only person who can make me happy and can make me feel this way.

"finn?" i asked as soon as he went down to my jawline. he planted soft pecks on each inch of it.

"mhm?" he answered, not letting his lips leave me. i shivered when he began to rub his thumb on my back.

"i don't think we can do this." i sighed, rubbing my temples. everything just seemed to be going by so fast. it was summer now, and we were basically finished with our trainings. we were about ready to put our lives on the line, for the better one.

"and why not." he still didn't stop. well damn, he's really devoted to this!

"it's not safe. it would be selfish to sacrifice everything just for this." i admitted. my stomach dropped as he stopped and went to look at me, his eyes sullen.

"then we'll be selfish." he chuckled, but i could still see in his eyes that we was hurt and scared. scared of losing one another. i didn't want to lose him.

"finn, what if one of us dies out there? it would kill me to have that happen, so let's just stick to being friends, like we promised."

"at least we could say we tried. it'll hurt anyways, because i can't stop these feelings i have for you."

i could feel myself begin to tear up, i roughly pulled him closer to me and smashed my lips on to his once more. we were basically hugging one another as our lips continued to move in sync, both of us refusing to stop.

i didn't want to regret not getting a chance to love him.

"baby, i'm yours."

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hello, it's the summer now so i'll be updating more.

ok, bye.