my fxxkboy | jaeyong

Chapter 13: Break-up

"You're early, TY?" Ten teased me. I winked at him so we both laughed at him.

"You're not with Jae?" He asked and I just shrug because we actually don't have communication since I have no phone.

The phone I used to text him before was from SC's property. They bought one because I don't have one and it is actually a requirement. Everytime I leave the office, I also leave behind the phone there. He once asked me to buy me a phone but I told him that it will only distract me in my studies.

"When will he arrive?" Ten asked again. I shrugged again. Why is he even curious about that? I'm his boyfriend but I'm not really curious.

"You want to study together?" Ten asked and I nodded because we both complement each other when it comes to studying.

While we were studying, Jae arrived and excused himself. Ten left Jae's seat and Jae sat silently. I felt awkward because he's not usually like that? I'm worried too.

"Hey... are you okay?" I whispered to him. Good thing that our professor will be late for one hour so we still got time.

"Yeah. Just little sick." He answered. I touched his neck and felt really hot. I mean, literally he's hot.

"Jae, you're not just little sick!" I exclaimed but in whisper because I don't want to attract attention.

"I know but it's fine." He answered.

"How can you be fine with your situation like that?" I angrily told him. Is he crazy? He is so freaking hot, literally.

"I'm fine. Just study your notes." He answered and rested his head in the desk. I sighed heavily.

"Why did you even come to school if you're freakingly sick?" I exclaimed and rolled my eyes at him.

"Because I want to see you, okay? You don't want me to buy you a phone so how am I supposed to talk to you? To see you? So here I am, I will come to school everyday regardless of the situation." He answered, I think in angry tone. Is he blaming me?

"Let's go to the clinic." I invited him. He nodded so I held his hands and pulled him and walked together towards our president.

"President, let me take Jaehyun to the clinic because he's sick." I told our class president.

"But you'll miss a discussion, Taeyong?" She reminded me. I sighed heavily. I know that, of course.

"It's okay. Please, just let me borrow your notes." I asked her.

"Sure thing. Here's your clinic permit." She answered and gave us the permit.

I hurriedly dragged Jaehyun to the clinic. The doctor asked us if what's the matter and made us fill out some stuff about if he's taking vitamins or what. I asked if I could stay, she approved since their other nurses are still not in the clinic so there will be no one to guard him.

He was asked to rest while his medicine still aren't effective so he laid in the clinic bed while I sat beside him. He smilingly looked at me.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked him.

"Because you sacrificed the lectue for me. I know it sounds selfish but I'm happy." He answered. I kissed him in the forehead.

"How can I leave you when you're sick like that?" I sighed heavily. He held my hand and squeezed it. He put it in his chest.

"I'll sleep. You stay here, okay? Don't leave me alone. Please?" He asked so I nodded. I caressed his hair as he drifted to sleep.

I watch him while he's sleeping. He looks so angelic. His eyelashes are long. His skin is so white. He also have so kissable lips and they're pinkish. I want to kiss him right now but I'm afraid because the nurse might catch us.
I hummed as I wait for him to wake up. I regularly check his temperature to monitor if it's going down already. It's been 2 hours since he's sick.

After 3 hours, he woke up with a smile on his face. He suddenly kissed me on my lips so I pushed him.

"Hey! We might get caught!" I panickly exclaimed in whisper but he only laughed at me.

"Let's check your temperature." I told him so we checked it. From 40°C, it became 37°C already.

"Looks like I'm fine now. Thank you nurse, Taeyong." He playfully said while he get up.

"Ma'am, he's fine now. Thank you." We bid our thank you to the nurse clinic and she gave us the clinic permit as an evidence that we really stayed here and the nurse even wrote why would I have to stay there even when I'm not sick.

When we got inside the room, there was no professor so I approached our class president and gave her the clinic permit.

"You're lucky, Taeyong. Our prof didn't arrived today so there were no discussions but he left a homework so go get a copy from Jeno." She informed us so I nodded.

I went to Jeno who is currently listening to music. I looked for Jaemin but it was now currently sitting beside our other classmate, Renjun. Why is that? Jeno noticed us so he removed his earphones.

"Jeno? Can I get our homework?" I asked him so he gave the actiity sheet without looking at me.

"You fought?" I asked Jeno and this time he looked at me but ignored me again then put his earphones again.

I looked at Mark behind him and he gestured us to approach him. Jae and I approached him.

"They broke up." He answered. I was surprised.

"Why?" I asked Mark.

"I don't know. Jeno told me they broke up but when I asked why, he just shrugged." Haechan answered.

"Did you asked Jaemin?" I asked them.

"We did!" Mark exclaimed but in a lower voice.

"But he said, 'Jeno, who?' That's what he said so we were surprised!" Haechan explained. My mouth opened in surprised. What happened to this two? Seriously.

Jae and I went back to our seat while I overthink again. I just... thought... what if we broke up? What if he finds someone better than me? What if he actually don't love me? I don't know. I think for now, I can't take it. I feel like crying.

"Hey..." Jae tapped me lightly. "You're worried, right?" He asked so I nodded. He held my hand and squeezed.

"Are you worried about them or us?" He asked. I was surprised that he read my mind.

"Us." I answered timidly.

"Oh come on, Taeyong. I'm not going to break up with you. Never. You gave me hope, Taeyong. How can I do that? If we're going to break-up, it'll be your choice, decision. But I'll let you, if that is what will make you happy. But if you're going to, tell me beforehand and give me one week to adjust because I don't think I can live without you anymore..." He explained sweetly. I kissed him in the lips for 5 seconds and munched it for 2 seconds.

I hugged him tight and he caressed my hair.

"No break-up?" I asked him and showed him my pinky finger for pinky swear. He intertwined our pinky finger together.

"No break-up."